My voice , my story

It was about three years ago that I decided to enroll in Bible Seminary.I wanted to learn for myself, I wanted to gather a lot of knowledge for myself, but I felt that I was too shy. When I took admission there, I saw people there who were very open-minded open-hearted and were talking to each other a lot, they were relaxed and had a beautiful bond of friendship . I observed myself in few days and then I started realizing that I was making myself feel alone. It was not that the people around me made me feel alone, but I used to feel alone with myself. I felt that all of them were not my friends, but there were my friends who continously trying to make me happy and tried to help me. They tried to make me friends with them. I could not eat food with them because I always did like to eat food at my own house. I felt that I could not eat food at someone else's house and then I used to sit quietly during lunch. Then slowly they motivated me that you have to eat food with us and Then I started having lunch with him and my friendship with him became good. Then I thought,Then I thought that if I remain shy and cannot connect with people, I will be left far behind. I will not have any circle of friends and it will be much more difficult for me to study here for three years. But then, whenever I make friends with them, I realize how beautiful friendship is...

If my life were a book, I would definitely not call it "Keep moving forward, there is nothing behind" because I have always seen that every person who keeps moving forward and keeps himself separate from others lives a better life. This does not mean that you should not have a circle of friends, you should not have any friends. It is not that you should avoid toxic people who are bad for you.Because I have seen that as long as I am stuck in my past, I cannot move forward and those things will continue to hurt me and those things that are, over time, that wound got worse and worse anand I stopped thinking about moving forward. when I started looking ahead and through those conversations, I removed the people who were being bad for me from my life by saying that I am not doing anything for them.i feel better.