Scattered thoughts

It's approximately 3.34 a.m right now I am still awake. I will sleep after Sheri which supposed to be nearly at 5.50. During the time of Ramadan I don't sleep usually in the night time as I teach my little brother as his exam is approaching near. I am trying my best to assist him but managing my time in daytime is indeed difficult for me as most of the time I stay outside of home. But today is difficult form other days.

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It was raining for a while and with rain the environment became cooler. Right now there is no electricity. Power outage while raining is a very common thing here I mean in village. The battery of charger light is about to be drained. I am staying beside the room window. With the dim light in room when I see in outside, I can see darkness only. I just feel the overall scenario seems pleasant to me. Additionally the cool airflow giving me a relaxing vibes. Such a moments are very good for self improvement and making plans for future. I am also doing the same.

The first thing came to mind that is a stable earning source. I already completed my post-graduation 6 months ago. During the time I was not serious about finding a job as I wanted to spend some time in relax mood. I was also thinking something important related to my career. Right now I am clear headed and now it's time to find a suitable job for me. I feel that I should not delay finding a job and according to my future plan I need a stable earning instead of earning from online.

Socializing with people is something I cannot avoid. Till now I choose to ignore people because I really don't like getting along with people unless it's necessary. But now I came to such a position where I can't avoid socializing. At least for the sake of my parents I need to go through it. It's not that I am bad at socializing.. i just don't want to do so as it takes a good amount of time and I don't want to waste my time for it. But the fact is there is no way to avoid it.

In such a environment there are countless of thoughts coming to my mind. But the good thing is that I am not so worried about anything. Randomly I am thinking about many things and I think it's the impact of the overall environmental situation of today.