Gone Forever!

I lay on my bed, arms on my chest, looking out through the glassless window, lost in thoughts. My neatly packed bags were beside me. Everything I owned was in a bag. Just a little while, and I would be gone, never to return.

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Barbara B

The sound of the whistle brought me back to reality. It was time for the school principal's final address. We never got along, and I don't blame him, not after my numerous attempts to escape from school.

Nancy came down from the upper bunk bed and sat beside me.

"Since everyone was leaving, how about IJ and I carry you with your bags to the school gate",

"Yes babe, I don't mind". IJ responded. She walked to my bunk bed and squeezed my arm in reassurance. "Don't worry, you are going home soon". She smiled at me.

Thoughts of home brought water to my eyes, and I wiped them off with the back of my hand. I thought of all the beautiful things I had been away from. The vanilla smell of my mother's cupcakes every morning, the hide-and-seek games with my siblings, and Saturday movie night with my parents. I miss playing in the rain with my siblings. When it rains, we make paper boats and sail them in the water gathered in our compound to see whose boat capsizes first. I wondered if my little sister still cries at every meal. It used to irritate me, but now I wouldn't mind if she sang me a song with those cries.

The boarding school was my father's choice. He believed that a boarding school was the best place for a child to learn.

"You'd study without any outside distractions. There, it'll just be you and your studies''. He always defended himself each time I needed answers to why boarding school was necessary. It's a surprise I didn't lose my eyeballs from rolling them each time I got that response.

Unfortunately, my father forgot that a child's education is more than just schooling in a remote location away from all forms of civilization. My school was situated in the mountains, far from the city. It could pass for a natural park, as the animals appear to attend school there as well. Every kilometer, there is a tree with lots of bird nests. Sitting underneath is an invitation to a taint of bird droppings. There is lots of greenery, with small pools of water scattered about. Whenever it rains, the toads and frogs come out to play on the walkway leading to the hostels. The hyena laughs at our misery at night, and snake hisses can be heard not far away.

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Herriest

I fell ill during the third term and was taken to the school clinic by my school mother. The clinic nurse prescribed some medications, but the illness worsened after a few days. It was so bad that I couldn't walk from the hostel to school. I was mostly alone with the hostel mistress while the other students were at school. She tried to take care of me, but I didn't get any better. I lost a lot of weight because I was eating poorly. I missed out on my exams, and I knew I wouldn't be promoted to the next class.

It felt great to have the school go on vacation. After what I had been through, I knew my parents would not keep me in that school for another second. My father valued education, but he valued his daughter's life more.

Nancy and I.J carried me from the hostel to the school gate, the venue for pickup. They laid me on the bed and then left for the briefing, which lasted for a few minutes.

Soon after, parents began to arrive, and happy faces with lots of hugs and kisses were everywhere. I saw my father highlight from his car. He walked up to me, his eyes widening as he saw me. He looked into my eyes for answers, but only found tears. He couldn't figure out how his once-chubby daughter had become so sickly and lean.

"Is this my daughter? How long have you been sick? Do the school authorities know?" The questions poured in.

"Take me home, daddy", I whispered. This was no time for questions and answers.

My father helped me out of bed and into the car, gently placing me in a lying position on the back seat. He stuffed everything I owned into the trunk of the car. I was certain I would never return to that school.

I closed my eyes as the sound of the car's engine came alive. A smile spread across my face as I remembered the lovely people who awaited my return. It was the most amazing feeling I'd had in a long time. I was finally going home.



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That feeling of finally leaving the zone that you never liked.... Yeah I know this feeling at its heavenly. It's so bad that you left with sickeness

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Yeah! Good a thing the school vacated when it did because who knows if I might have survived it? I was hospitalised immediately I got home and I was there for two weeks.

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A very difficult experience that you have to live through. In life we ​​face hard moments that can take us to the limit of our strength, Fortunately your father arrived to take you home.

Thanks for sharing.
Good day.

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Fortunately he did! It would have been another story all together if he had arrived a month later.

Thanks for stopping by

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What an eye opener though a bit emotional, I believe your dad now knows better. Studying in a remote area can be dangerous. I was concerned at those "hissing of snakes" and "laughing of hyenas" thankfully you're back with your loved ones. Nice piece, welldone👍

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Oh my dear! It wasn't funny at all. No electricity and no good running water. it was a misery I don't wish for anyone. State boarding school is never it. Private boarding school is better

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Thank God for good life🤗.. I don't like either. I want to see my child every day 😄

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The boarding school was my father's choice. He believed that a boarding school was the best place for a child to learn.

The same thing my parents told my sister and I when were going...

I liked how you creatively crafted out your story. Nice one

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Oh you were also a border! Well you definitely understand what it means over here.

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Living in the dorm isn't easy. You really went through a lot enduring the pain for that long. It's a good thing you were taking home at last for better treatment.

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Yeah I did. I had my beautiful moments though but I had more pain than beautiful memories. Thank you so much for stopping by

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Dayum that is sad. I went to boarding school and I had a blast. Our communication was by letter once a week if my parents remembered to write lol.

I really feel for you though Zizy that is awful :(

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😀😀 you always make me laugh Tengo. Unfortunately for us, there was no means of communication. You only talk to your parents when they visit, that's if they visit which happens once.

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Laughter is good for the soul Zizy.
Things that happen shape us so they say... That must be why I am so misshapen 🤣

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Thank you for sharing this poignant and painful leaf from the storybook of your life with The Ink Well.

You invited us into your memories, your sadness, your reminiscings, and used some wonderfully descriptive and emotionally charged turns of phrase. This one touched me and seemed reflective of your entire experience at boarding school:

The hyena laughs at our misery at night, and snake hisses can be heard not far away.

Such a pity it all ended with your illness.

This was a nicely balanced piece and I enjoyed the way you still managed to inject some humour into your writing despite the heaviness of this time.

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Thank you very much. I always look forward to a comment from you. It helps me evaluate my writing. I'm happy you are impressed by this.

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Beautifully written from the heart - it is clear you are very close to your family and struggled a lot during this time at boarding school. I'm so sorry you had to go through that experience - distance from those we love can be awful especially when we are not feeling well. !LUV !LADY

#dreemerforlife

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Yes Sam,I was very close to my family and I struggled a lot. I cried nonstop the first two weeks until I was nicknamed cry baby. It was difficult being away from them and in that circumstance.

Thank you so much for stopping by.

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I didn't experience boarding school but I know how bad you must have felt for you to fall sick. Good thing your father finally listened and took you home.

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This is what I call homesickness.. I know I love home so much but yours is way too much. LoL

Some parents, think boarding school is the best for their kids because of the testimonies they hear about them, I wish some of them would be allowed to face what students face in boarding schools.

Sorry about your health, am glad you finally made your way out of that school.

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The experience I had about boarding schools made me forbid it for my children. Like you rightly stated, education is more than schooling in such settings. It's nice when a child look forward to meeting his loved ones after school daily.

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Exactly! Having your loved ones around might positively influence your rate of learning

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I knew you would feel so nice while on your way home since you do not like this place at the first place.

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