I Am #AliveAndThriving Today! || #IAmAliveChallenge || Daily Off-Grid Jungle Journal Entry: Day #588 - My Heart 💚 Sun ☀ Is Reigniting! - GaiaYoga Gardens, Lower Puna, Far East Big Island, Hawai'i - Thursday, March 7, 2024

I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

I feel like my experience of myself and my life is changing and shifting so quickly that I can barely keep up, or accurately describe it with words. That's how the healing river flows once we are truly ready to heal! It honestly feels like all of my broken and wounded fragments are coming back together, reuniting into a radiant coherent wholeness. My inner heart 💚 sun ☀ is reigniting, blasting its indomitable rays out in all directions.

So much of this is really quite difficult to describe in words, as its occurring on multiple levels and domains simultaneously, creating an glorious multifaceted and multidimensional font of pure, living, vital potential grounding into and through who and what I am. It feels immensely solid and powerful, exciting and peaceful at the same time. There is sooo much vitality, vital energy, that I feel moving through my body once again, opening and reawakening all of my dormant and sleeping aspects.

After four days of not sleeping well, I did very thankfully sleep for a few good hours last night, waking up around 4AM, and although I tried to get back to sleep, I was palpably aware of my heart sun growing brighter and getting stronger. With that came memories from different points in my life, in crystal clarity, reminding me of what is possible. I could also feel blocked, stuck, stagnant energy and emotions around certain difficult and painful experiences beginning to move and process, opening and reconnecting. So even as I sit here in bed writing this, a little tired from not-quite-enough sleep, I also feel deeply excited, way more alive, and much more 'me', again.

Some of my deepest desires, dreams, visions, passions, purposes, and missions, are bubbling back up into my awareness, with ever-greater strength and clarity. I'm reuniting Heaven and Earth at the intersection point of my heart, which is what is allowing my inner heart sun to shine forth once again with its unconquerable, unstoppable, and indomitable brilliance. To say that 'this feels good' is a woefully inadequate understatement.

More of the multitudinous threads of consciousness that make me 'me' are coming back online, connected, accessible, and available, ready to be utilized once again when they are needed. This allows me to be more able to handle and flow with the various challenges that I encounter on my human path each day. I feel far more multifariously capable, which is absolutely exquisite!

Yesterday was both deeply beautiful and challenging, partly because I was still exhausted from four days of little sleep. We had a very emotionally-intense NVC meeting (people living closely in community often have conflicts with each other, which are not always quick or easy to resolve). One of the young women, Eyza, was quite distraught after the meeting, and after Harmony, Supir, and I helped calm and comfort her, I brought her up to the Flow House to do some quick energy work on her to help her return to her center and balance, which thankfully did assist her. After the mini energy tuneup, I went to spend a little time with her at her space, The Abode, which is quite close to the Flow House, sharing conversation and some organic tobacco with peppermint.

The rest of the day I helped clean the Landing with a few other people, Sara, Neva, and Z, which very much needed the attention. I also strained out two batches of kefir, some for my kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao blend, and a quart for Supir, who asked me for some for herself. With all that done, I made myself food, got a quart of my kefir blend from the Landing fridge, then I headed back to the Flow House for my evening round of Hive tasks and catching up on my notifications. Since I was so tired from so little sleep over the past four days, I was not able to finish my notifications, getting to only within 9 hours of being fully caught up. I just had to go to bed.

As mentioned above, I slept well until around 4AM, then I found myself trying to get back to sleep as I also felt immense amounts of vital energy flowing through my body, with memories, visions, possibilities, and excitement coming with it. I think that I at least dozed off for a little while longer, just before the sun rose. I finally did a round of token management around 8AM, then I began writing this post, which I paused to go make my superfood fire coffee, which I now make for three other people, aside from myself. I have a session with Harmony this morning, so I started on this post good and early. I want to get it published as soon as possible so that I can go take photos for tomorrow's version of this post, do a few important Hive tasks, and then prepare for Harmony's session.

I already have two sessions scheduled for this coming week, Susie on Tuesday, and Eyza on Wednesday, and I'm almost certain that another will pop up for Friday or Saturday. I so deeply love, and I feel immensely gratitude for, being able to work with and help women as I do in sessions. It's just past 11:45PM now (I found myself in various conversations), so a marvelous time to end this post, so I can get my photography and important Hive tasks done before Harmony's session. I deeply appreciate you all so very much! Until tomorrow! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness, and do regular integral practices. 

3.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again. 

4.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

5.) Continue my work with Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, Bastyon, and other sovereignty-driven technologies, as well as learn relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute. 

6.) Get regular healing sessions with women flowing again. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Power Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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