The Reasons Why I've Been Inactive For A While Now.
It's no news I've been going to the hospital, and yesterday, I've been going to more hospitals as well. This previous week alone, I've been in more hospitals, than I've ever been in 20 years. It's not really what I expected, the Major tests and chest x-rays I've done have given me sleepless nights and for three days, I've never been so troubled or restless like these past few days.
However, I want to do some other assessment in this coming week and this will probably be the verdict I'll be holding on to. For now, I want to believe the storm is raging in my life in all corners, it's one thing to be bothered about one aspect of life, but it's another thing to be faced with multiple challenges from all angles. Seeking Google's expertise on my current situation has been the most terrible thing I've done, but who could it have been?
The general hospital is a terrible place to rely on unless you want anxiety to be the end of you. I've been seeking medical help, and unless it gets to that time where I'll begin to seek external help (I hope not) I want to remain calm and begin to work on the medical issues I have at hand. I might be paranoid, but I truly got help, I got help when I went seeking it, and with time, I will talk about this.
I left home yesterday feeling like it was the end of the world, and it probably affected my breathing pattern. Sometimes the imagination of what one's medical problems are can be bigger than the altruistic manifestation is. But I don't want to be sentimental, one more test assessment, and then I'll know what I'm fighting.
My brother's passing really took a toll on me, so much so that I was beginning to question the genetic pathology of the family. I've always been very vocal about my family here, and one of the reasons why I do so is to raise awareness.
The first is an awareness that there's nothing as important in the life of a person when the family as the first agent of socialization is properly functional, knowledgeable, and sound in raising children, however, what's done is done and the saddest part is that one's only human, and changing the core of our existence is one power that we can never have.
It was not enough that I was fighting some battles already, and it's why I began to question the logic behind the way life works. However, life is not a sentimental place. No matter how we cry or express pain, it doesn't mean that life will decide to be considerate, however, I feel that at the height of everything, there's God who silently listens, through the turmoil and the tempest. In turbulent and problematic situations, and sometimes He listens, He knows, and this is what I'm holding on to.
So before I feel that I'm irreparable, and my medical situation is beyond restoration, I want to give it all. I know I'm vague at the moment but in time.
However, I still want to thank @jaydr. He took me to the hospital to see another private doctor and advised me to do some other tests, he helped me with some much-needed medical counseling which I probably needed, and through the rain and stress, I can't thank him enough, and I think in time I'll share pictures
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Will continue praying things go well for you and your family, @josediccus.
Thank you, I appreciate your care as well. It means a lot
Take care of yourself; make it a priority this time.
I'm sure going to do that.
Am sorry man hope you heal well
Thank you
Quick recovery man I miss seeing you
last year was the same for me too when i received all my test results i was scared to death leading to so many sleepless nights but everything is better now i hope you get well soon brother and i will keep you in prayers
The chests x-rays I did gave me two days of anxiety and worry, sleepless nights and streams of sweating and all. I have more tests to run and I'm hoping the outcome will be something I can handle, it's a tough time
With this alone, it gives me that calmness and you should continue to hold onto God. He is the great and perfect healer. I believe He will help you out once you trust in Him. Sorry about your health. Everything will be fine, Jose.
I believe it will, and I believe he will do it. Thank you so much.
You are welcome.
I hope the health problem you are experiencing is not something serious. Get well soon.
It's quite something to be concerned about, and to be honest, I'm doing my best to attend to it..
All the best mate.
Just do what you need to do to get that peace of mind.
Thank you, I will, it's just about doing more tests to know the next course of action.
This was also a terrible route I took sometimes last year when a neurologist told me that the treatment to my son's illness is a brain surgery..he explained the procedure and the side effects, I went to Google to research more and ended up creating high blood pressure to my health
I understand it's not been easy on your end health wise but I will encourage you to stay strong and positive...this raging storm will pass Joe...it will
All thanks to Jaydr...who has been of a big assistant so far..
Hopefully the next test will be done and will know how other things unfold for good
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Yeah, I read that post and it's so surprising how delicate the human body can be. Seeing how far your son have come is really pleasing too.
For me, I have been overly stressed out and living in anxiety and thinking the worst. For someone who is still recovering from the whole thing that's happened thus far in my family, it's a whole lot to bear. Living in the worry of everything makes it even sadder for me. I just want to get more tests done, to know what I have to do.
I totally understand your predicament...alot of things to deal with,all happening at the same time
It's well with you Joe 🧡
It's sad to hear the your health challenges has taken a hit on you again. I can only pray that God grant you a quick and lasting recovery. Get well soon brother 💙
Thanks man, I appreciate. Amen, amen
Just know that your courage to express this here is some sort of strength to some one else,....
And talking about it helps you overcome depression as you let it out
I pray God will heal you, please hold on in there, there is hope
Thank you, I know that it takes courage, and that's one thing I feel I can have when things gets tough and unbearable.
Thank you for the kind words through everything.
😊😊😊... you'll be fine
I know it's not easy, just keep taking it one step at a time.
Yes, He does, please keep your faith alive. I pray that God will heal you and make you completely whole by His grace, just keep believing.
Cheers to seeing more of your works on hive.
Thank you for your kind words. I trust God.
I pray that God grant you quick recovery
Google has never been a palatable place for solace or comfort, rather it often ends confounding the individual.
Unfortunately, Government hospitals are usually overcrowded and the health practitioners are often overwhelmed which can translate to poor assessment and even, empathy to be shown to the patient.
I hope the days ahead get better
You're right, it's never been a good place to start with. In the general hospital experience I had, it was terrible, I needed more knowledge and there was no one willing to offer that to me. It was also a fraustrating experience. Kept me in complete anxiety for so many days. It's a terrible thing.
Kudos to the person who took you to the hospital. It is always better to have it in mind that general hospitals are very crazy, lol
You'd be good!
Yes, I've taken my time to thank and appreciate him. It's never easy to be very honest
Take your time and thoroughly explore your system from the experts who know what they're saying or doing. Asking Google for help often leads to endless worry and anxiety.
I pray everything works out well for you :)
Thank you, I will do that. I'm taking my time
I hope you get the right medications to treat your health, God is always in control remember.
It's not really about medication, I'm praying for a mild diagnosis in my next test.
I wouldn't trust Google that much because the ones that optimize SEO tends to be up top even if they have to fake reviews to do so.
Get well soon. Take as much time as you need and I hope you are healthy without any issues.
I wouldn't as well, but in times of illness we probably need all the information. Thank you for the kind words.
Wonderful post and I am also thanking @jaydr for being there for you. It will all make sense when the results are out. Thank you for having the strength to share your medical troubles with everyone. You will definitely be ok. Please keep us updated on how things turn out :}
Thank you, I know the courage is mainly the major thing I can muster in this period
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Bro, you re welcome.
First I m glad we had met. A cool hive meet up we had there.
And more so, It's my joy we addressed some other issues. I m hopeful it will be all over soon.
I ll probably write a post or two from some of our discussions. 😃😃
Health is wealth.
No problem bro, I'll send some of the pictures that are quite presentable and I'm hoping things turn out well too. Of course I'm looking forward to our next meeting. Thank you for everything, I really appreciate it.
So touchy, but keep on doing the right check ups as you have rightly said,
I suggest you pray more than you had ever did, seek spiritual counseling from the right men of God, get more closer to God, who is the author and the finisher of your faith,
Don't worry, you will come out of them all,
Take care, you are blessed!!.
Thank you, I'm doing that, I appreciate your kind words
Thank you, keep being strong!
It is exactly like when a person's health deteriorates and a person has to go to the hospital and when he returns home, he must have such thoughts that my life is not going to end here, but nothing like that happens. With it all things become right and the person becomes healthy.
Anxiety and stress can manifest themselves in terrible ways, and no ones had more stress than you. Just let the docs do their job fella. Seven years training compared to a few hours googling is no competition. Don't add to your anxiety by falling for some cognitive bias or logical fallacy.
I'm an atheist, but once upon a time, I was a church goer and chorister. I just remembered this old hymn when I read your post and thought you may like it. Its called 'Fight the good fight' and the opening lines are:
Fight, the good fight with all thy might.
Christ is thy strength and Christ thy light.
Best wishes and keep fighting fella. I can't hear any fat ladies singing!
But he’s response is louder than. The turmoil and tempest will ever be.. Get well soon mate.