Get To Know Her Fear

She has always been a fighter right from the time she realizes her very existence. Born in a place with no good access road, no social amenities, or nearby school facilities. No standard house just a wooden hut over their heads.

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A place where a girl child is believed to not need to be educated. Only her father's undying desire and dedication to educating her by all means necessary was her saving grace. She always had to trek for hours before the next available school close to them in a nearby town. Take on extra working hours during the weekend just to support her parents in raising her school fees.
Life was a great struggle. only one thing kept her going.

She desires to be somebody in the future with a powerful yet simple dream of living a happy and comfortable life where she will be able to afford basic life amenities with a lovely and happy family of her own. The future of her family depends so much on making it out of this place and actualizing her life purpose.

When it gets tough and it feels like giving it all up, she will look at herself in the mirror and the thought of those depending on her strength which she can not afford to let down will give her some strength to keep on going. If she ever had to cry her eyes out in the night she will but in the morning she will rise again stronger and agile and be ready to take any challenges life throws at her.

Her only fear in life is not to ever see a day she will become a burden on the people she cares about. Her life conditions have made her into the kind that giving and caring for others is all she knows how to do regardless if she received any in return and that is okay as long as she is capable of giving and caring she will always be fine.

Against all odds, she did make it out of the place she found herself in her early life. She became a graduate, got something nice going on financially, took care of her old parents, and got a family of her own with a decent lifestyle. Her fear of failing is what drives her to be an independent woman who can achieve her financial freedom. She survived the evil forest called poverty and came out victorious.

When sickness strikes, she fights with every being in her, she keeps faith and hope until she overcomes it.

She lives a responsible and healthy lifestyle, as getting sick to her suck, and not being able to be herself or be there for her loved ones can be killing.

In her middle age, she already made some provision for her family to send her to a nursing home if she ever had to be a burden on them when she gets too old.

She knows that a day might come when old age will be calling and her strength will begin to fail her. As much as she tries not to think about it, somehow those thoughts will slip into her little mind so she resolved that before that time she will live her life to the fullest as much as possible.

Live, love, care, and let go of anything that will stand in the way of her happiness. She finds happiness in the little things of life as she believes to be happy it has to come from within.

For that, she is grateful for everyday sunshine, she is thankful for the rains and the beautiful sky over her head as she goes by her business every day.