Poor Sleep, A Few Bad Thoughts
Well, we can't expect a completely smooth path full of sunshine and rainbows, can we? Time for some complaining about minor B.S. First world problems, as they say. I slept from…
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Slept Too Much, Yet Not Enough
This was definitely fast coming... I slept quite a bit overnight and into the morning. Actual morning. Since I'm on a night shift, I essentially slept until a little past 6 in my…
2 Weeks of Night Shifts Incoming
These night shifts are going to be primarily STAT/emergency consults within the internal medical service (i.e. subspecialties of internal medicine such as gastroenterology…
Apparently I'm Not Really Ready to Receive Compliments Yet...
Despite my username, I've never been very good at receiving compliments. My automatic instinct is to reject or deny it. TO some degree, maybe it's humility (which I hope is the…
Feeling Pretty Normal the Past Few Days
It's almost abnormal to feel normal. I've been quite stringently within the neutral range the past few days. A few self criticisms, mostly on actions, but that's about it. No…
More Attempts at Meditation
Well, I definitely tried meditating on Friday night, as I had promised. It just didn't work out because there was a lot of background noise from a TV in an adjacent room. It was…
Definitely Seeing Improvements Now
I'm now having some glimpses of joy and inspiration here and there. That's far closer to my normal state than I have been since my little breakdown. Of course, this is punctuated…
There Is Not A Single Thing I Like About Myself - And That's An Improvement
Compared to a few weeks, this is a pretty big jump for me. Without an ounce of exaggeration, I was at the point of loathing myself more than anyone or anything else in existence…
Looks Like I'll Never Be Able to Market Myself as a Physician Here
When I was having that little mental breakdown of mine a few weeks back, I knew at that moment that the FC project was finished. I also knew that my personal hobby, which I had…
Taking Charge of Your Mental Health
We live in a busy world with loads of activities to do at almost every given hour, and amidst all of that, one thing that's necessary to get the right results is to be in a…
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