Pushing Through Pain, When Commitments and Health Collide

Saturday morning I woke up feeling pains all over my body, though before then I had been having this thing I call hot flashes."I dont know if that's even a word. Well, I just know that my body temperature just gets hot at some point and then cools down again, i have been asked severally by family if I feel okay, I always said I did. Not until saturday moring i knew i wasnt even fine or good at all, and the worst thing is i already fixed an appointment with someone;, i neede to see her that day , or I wouldn't get the chance to do so anytime soon.

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I dragged my body out of bed that morning, I rushed a very light breakfast cause i didnt like going somewhere new without eating , incase i dont get what to eat later on. Thankfully, i listened to myself and ate, i actually felt some kind of pains in my legs , so instead of having a normal cold bath , i decided to heat some water up and then i took my bath, i stepped out of the house after a brief morning routine.
i walkked out of the out and took a bus on the main road , i actually had to board just two vehicles to my destination which was quiet okat, though i still felt discomfort all the way to my destination, i kinda found it a little discouraging when i didnt locate the exact location on time and i wasnt happy until i asked someone who finanly helped, i callled who i was meeting and had to wait for about 30 minutes and when she finally came , we went in, talked for while and all through this time i felt myself feeling more sick as the minutes grew,

Soon it threatened to rain, and that was my cue to leave because I didn't want to get drenched in the rain and also because i had my pc with me, wouldnt make sense to have that soaked in the rain and it wasnt a long trip home too, i menatally made a note to myself to get drugs on my way home, which i did get, i had to painfully walked down to the house because there was no way i was getting a bike home at that location. I got home and took the meds didn't bother eating because I had forced myself to finish the fries and eggs I was given there.

Well, a very okay me turned very sick that same day, I slept the rest of the day and even was drifting asleep and waking up again that night. I couldn't even open my eyes to check my phone because my head hurt like crazy. fast foward to last night, I knew I needed to sleep, but somehow I just couldn't. I tried everything to make sure I fell asleep, I still didn't. I watched a movie, got tired, and read a book, the light made my eyes ache, so I closed it, i played a song on my phone was helping, until 3am , i think my body got tired and naturally fell asleep on its own.

I still woke up early , even after sleeping so late, Well I guess i am built differently, just like how some people will say i am Kerosene, still I think it's insomnia. Well, do you have any tips for sleeping fine? just dont say pills." I'm bad at taking meds, like seriously. Even this one I am on currently I have to try and finish them by force, so, well, that's the update for the day.