Briefings from an open meeting with myself

it's midnight, my plan was to wake up by past 12 and start my night sessions but since I couldn't sleep let me just get busy with my keyboard.

reality is hitting differently, if there's a year I really had lots and lots of plans it's this year, the type of plans you just say on your marks get set Go, from first I was up and running but gradually things started falling apart.

I'm a very intentional person in the sense that I really don't have time for frivolity, I just go after what I want with everything that I have in me to get it, I aim straight on target and stayed till it's done.

if there's an aspect of me I really cherish it's patience, I have an elastic heart, I can endure a lot of things as far as it's helps me achieve my goals and motives.

this is one of those moments when you paused on your track and call your self to a meeting to really cross examine things, what's not working and why, the second half is underway what and what can we do to redeem time.

I know I haven't been joking cause like I said I'm straight up on life a lot i want to achieve but the means are far from reach and so I have a lot of work to do, first off I am the first to have come this far academically also these processes have taken alot of time which i thought I would have channeled into making more for myself but then no regrets, it's all for the best God knows better.

today I was really furious positively tho with myself and everything that is happening to me. it's like I'm relaxed, unperturbed, maybe cause I have some leverages around me, but then it's costing be time.

I'm in the process where I can only wait for time to come to engage but then what I do while waiting is most important so I don't show up unprepared.

I've written a fresh resolution for the second half of the year and I'm strictly bent on seeing this through, it's very possible, however not leaving anything to chance, I know who I am and what I was created for but for whatever reason I am yet to live that reality.

gone back to the drawing board to initiate a new order, entire new process, turning my night time to my study sessions, will be paying for some skills and see it through, refine my gaols aim and objectives by all means necessary I must hit certain figure this year, so help me God.

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