The day could be much better

What’s up everyone? It’s the second day of EID and I already said that this time I celebrated my EID in town for the first time and honestly it was not so pleasant experience as I missed my cousins, and I would feel better if I celebrated EID with them. Sometimes we are helpless against fate, and we need to accept according to situation. I shared my thoughts yesterday in my post also and you can go and read if you are curious to know about it. Today I decided to go to my village and visit some other places.

In the early morning, I prepared and I went to my grandmother’s (mother’s mother) house. She was happy to see me as I went there after a long time, but the good thing is she came to our flat several times even though I couldn’t go there. It was indeed a long time, and I couldn’t do anything as I was also busy. I know staying busy all the time is not good, but I am helpless sometimes. Staying there for a while I went to one of my aunt’s houses. She always complains to me saying I don’t visit her house. She also blackmails me saying she taken care of me when I was a baby and it’s my responsibility to visit her house at least.

I have no word against the reason she usually mentions. I usually don’t like emotional blackmail, but this kind of thing is not blackmailing. It shows that she cares about me and loves me. So, I never feel bad in such a case, but I heard someone considered it as blackmailing here and the person who mentioned didn’t like such a thing. I never thought about it in that way. Whatever, we are different people and our thoughts are also different.

So, after grandmother’s house I went to that aunt’s house. I went there without giving any notice and she was indeed very happy seeing me and my brother. She insists on staying there tonight but I told her to come again next time as I have task to do. Besides I had the plan to go to my village house. Unfortunately, when I left my aunt’s house, it was dusk time, and I needed to return to my flat because I have a task to do tomorrow morning and it should be done. And If I went to my house, I might not be able to come back to town, and I would not love to do that also. So, I had to return to my flat and within 2 hours I returned to flat. Traffic jams cost a good amount of time. Unfortunately, I couldn’t meet with my cousins (father’s blood related). I can try to go there after 2 days but it will be useless because most of my cousins will go their work destination tomorrow or after that day.