I'm Not Crazy , I Was Just Right.

The first time Amaka said, “I’m not crazy,” everyone laughed.

It was during a Monday morning meeting at BrightEdge Marketing, the kind of meeting that smelled like stale coffee and forced optimism, the air conditioner was broken again, and sweat trickled down necks as people nodded along to Power Point slides no one really cared about.

“See I’m telling you,” Amaka said, tapping her pen against the table, someone has been altering the campaign files after I submit them.

Tunde snorted, “Altered how? The files don’t just walk away and edit themselves.”

“They don’t,” she replied calmly, “Someone does it.”

Zainab leaned closer and whispered, not quietly enough, maybe you are just overworked.

Amaka looked around the room. Faces avoided her eyes, her manager, Mr Benson, cleared his throat.

Amaka, he said, using that tone that sounded like concern but felt like dismissal, you have been working late every day, maybe you should rest.

I have rested, she said. I double checked everything, the numbers change overnight, the fonts too, I am not imagining it.

Mr. Benson smiled, Alright, Let’s move on.

As the meeting ended, Amaka packed her laptop slowly into her bag, she could feel it again, that familiar tightening in her chest, that quiet fear that maybe, just maybe, everyone thought she was actually now losing it, Then outside the office, the rain poured heavily, she stood under the awning, her phone was pressed to her ear.

They think that I am crazy, she told her brother, Kunle _ Kunle sighed on the other end, hmmm do you think you are?

No, she said firmly, I know what I see really.

Then you just trust that, he replied her, but just be careful, you know people don’t like being questioned.

That night, Amaka stayed late again at the office, but this time it was not to work, but to watch, so she hid her laptop in her bag and left it on her table and then pretended to leave, instead, she went and sat quietly in the empty conference room, the lights were off, her heart pounding in a kind of way, the office clock ticked loudly, 8:47 pm, 9:02 pm.

Until then she heard footsteps.

Someone entered her workspace.

Amaka held her breath.

The figure sat at her desk, logged into her computer, and began typing, Amaka stepped forward, switching on the lights.

What are you doing? she demanded.

The person froze.

It was Zainab.

Oh! Zainab laughed nervously. You scared me. I was just uh checking something.

On my laptop? Amaka asked.

Zainab’s smile faded, Look, it is not a big deal.”l

You changed my files, Amaka said, It wasn’t a question.

Zainab crossed her arms, you were getting too much praise, Mr Benson listens to you, I just… adjusted things. Nothing serious.

Amaka felt something break inside her not relief, not anger, but clarity.

So when I spoke up, you let everyone think I was crazy.

Zainab shrugged, you actually made it easy.

The next morning, Amaka didnt raise her voice. She didn’t argue, She walked straight into Mr Benson’s office and placed a flash drive on his desk.

What’s this? he asked.

Security footage, she replied. And screen recordings.

Mr Benson frowned as he watched, His face drained of color.

I told you, Amaka said quietly, i wasn’t crazy.

By lunchtime, Zainab was escorted out of the building.

Still, the whispers didn’t stop, She must have been paranoid for a while, someone said.

Stress can do that, another replied.

That evening, Amaka sat with her friend Sola at a roadside cafe, they were watching cars splash through puddles, they still look at me funny, Amaka said.

Sola stirred her drink, People hate being wrong, especially when it makes them look careless.

Amaka nodded, I keep replaying it in my head, wondering if I should have stayed quiet.”

Sola looked up sharply. Don’t you dare, Silence is how people actually go crazy.

Amaka laughed softly.

Weeks later, after the office drama faded, something else happened.

Amaka began to say no.

No to overtime that was not hers,
No to taking responsibility for other people’s mistakes,
No to shrinking herself to make others comfortable.

When Kunle visited one evening, he noticed the change.

You seem lighter, he said.

I stopped trying to prove I am sane to people who benefit from calling me crazy, she replied.

One afternoon, during a new team meeting, a junior staff member hesitated before speaking.

I might be wrong, the girl said, but I think the figures don’t add up.

The room went quiet.

Amaka smiled gently, You’re not crazy, Let’s just check it.

As they leaned over the numbers together, Amaka realized something important.

Sometimes, I am not crazy , isn’t about defending yourself, Sometimes, it is about trusting your mind in a world that profits from your doubt.

And for the first time in a long while, Amaka didn’t need anyone else to believe her.

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