I wonder why you keep reverting to your unproductive behaviors when you know they will hold you back from progressing. You also mention that you don't cook at home for yourself and spend money on food elsewhere. Personally, it seems to me that you have a discipline issue and that your reasons for doing the right things are not compelling enough for you to actually do them. Hoping that things improve won't make things improve.
Becca 🌷
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Yeah right, I know this for sure, but I do not know how to create the time to cook because of my busy schedule, so it's kinda hard