Torn Between Two Paths

What should I do? Where do I start from? What’s going to happen next?

I sat on my sofa and my brain was on fire, a lot was going on in my life and they were all happening simultaneously. No time to think or process.

Who would have thought adulthood would be like this? If I had gotten the memo earlier, I would have probably enjoyed every minute spent as a child.

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I wish I was a child, by now all of these would have been my parent's problem. Why did I have to grow up so fast to make my own decision? Why do I have to be put on a spot?

I want to succeed in life, yeah, but I am so worried that either of these life decisions I am about to make can either make or mar me.
Is there a life manual that guides one on how to make life decisions? I could really use one right now.

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My train of thought was disrupted by the sound of my phone.

“Hello Mum,” I said softly.

“Hello my baby, how are you? My Mum asked.

“I am doing fine Mum and you?” I asked.

“My love do not overthink ok? Everything will fall into place. Just give it some time.

“Okay Mum,” I said.
That was all I needed to hear to feel better.

Yes, I needed the job but was I willing to leave everything behind? If I stay back with the other offer, will I ever grow?

I sighed “Everything is going to be fine Mummy”. I said softly.

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