Just me and my thoughts

One thing I've done most of my life is trying to find answers to why certain things happen in life, and the shocking discovery is; I don't get satisfactory answers and I find myself asking the same questions over and over again. Maybe life was designed to happen this way where no man has an absolute answer to it. We may fetch out theories from every of it but wouldn't come to the full knowledge of it. So we just toil daily and keep hoping we attain self actualization at one point- unfortunately, no one does, so we slip down the pyramid always trying to fulfil one demand.

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If there's one thing I've learned, it is that the universe is attracted to the words of our mouth, and most often tries to humble the proud. The word "I" and "can't" the universe detest. Probably because "I" could be likened to pride, seeing yourself first and powerful, and in control. So life tries to turn its back against you to see how strong you'll stand. When we were young, we'd often say we can't marry certain kinds of people and my grandma retorted with a warning to be careful of things we say we can't.

Many times people have ended up with things they say they can't do, or people they can't marry. It often looks like the universe tries to Test us if we have the power to make decisions. More like, it presents our fear to us and lets us deal with it. If we survive it, it's expected to make us stronger or grow, if we don't, then one's strength is too small. Life happens, and all we need to do is survive, but not of our strength but by the grace of God that upholds us. Life is not a game of Dice, life is admitting weakness, utilizing our strength, seeking grace, and living.