Thorn Apart

Blessed Sunday hivers of this wonderful community @asean.hive honestly my weekend was not good and I can tell my Sunday will end in a sad and violent one. Hubby and I went on a fight, sometimes I'm getting tired of him. I want to run away and never go back, I just thought of my kids. I have no family to run too my father died when I was young, he didn't left me any siblings to cry on. Sometimes I can't help but to asked God how long I can carry the burden, no matter how I try to hide I can still the pain. My husband hurt me financially, emotionally and socially.

I started blogging because he never gave me money he thinks I can't handle it properly. He computes and complains whenever I go out on the market. I went to the point that I've pity myself because I look stupid infront of our kids. If wasn't for my precious one I'll ran and leave and never go back. I can't bring them with me I'm poor as a beggar after my mom got mad at me. She put into a good school but I got pregnant with my first child 17 years ago. And my sad story only proves that I can't do nothing but to endure the pain.

This the first time I told a sad part of my life I really don't want too.. But things are getting tougher I didn't notice that blogging is the only hope I can used to recover myself. Just like the photos above taken yesterday by yours truly. I was amazed to see that little light it manage to see it's spark in those dark clouds. I know my time will come and things may change because I'm not loosing hope, as long as I have the will to fight and continue. I know the remaining spark I have will shine it's brightest.

Thank you so much for dropping by, hope to see your again on my next blog

Love lots, @usagigallardo015💔💔