I'm sorry for being not active here there's so many things that I can't accommodate all in a day.

Days Had passed I'm really thinking to write here but until the day had passed already.

Anyway, How's everyone here hoping you have a great day ahead with plans achieved.

It was August 24, 2025 my born day or birthday. But I have plans from my mind since last year. To save some money for my birthday because I want to spend with my friends and family.

But fate never let me celebrate my birthday. From February 2025, we have loans already because hubby put a new fence at the backyard and bought some essentials from bedroom like the steel bed. Because our old wood bed it's decaying or it was attacked by small insect's and it's damage already so we need to change our bed. Sometimes it's a must to have a savings for emergency purposes that we can't control.

First Week Of August

We had our laundry day, but before it happened I had my monthly period from that day. I thought it was my normal day, but when taking a bath my back aches very painfully as if it was hammered hard that I haven't prepared for it. And I can't move my body. I was crying and my husband helped me to finished my bath. I'm only 43, but from that pain it makes me think I'm already at my 50s and 60s. My husband told me not to have laundry from that day but I'm insisting him to done already the plans for the day. I was scared too because he let me assure nothing will happen from the time of going to the laundry. In short he let me assure that I will not collapsed from the road. And I let myself prepared too. I took Alaxan or ibuprofen for pain reliever to let the pain go away. And its on my side we done the laundry without hassles.

After our laundry we went to City Mall had our grocery. And I can managed to have my Belgian waffle from that photo. But the truth I was struggling from going up or standing from from my seat. I'm just being silent that I'm not struggling in order not to spoiled our day.

But besides from my struggles of the back pain I'm happy from that day.

I thought my back pain was done already. It was almost a week I'm struggling with my back pain. And still with my monthly period. I made some home remedies just to get away from the pain. I let my husband bought apple juice that's not synthetic. And it lessen the pain. But on the next week I'm so excited because my husband took almost a week vacation leave just to spend his days with me until my birthday.

And again it was ruined because after my monthly period I had my stomach upset, almost I've spent my night at the toilet. I again look for some home remedies. I let my husband cooked plain congee so that it could lessen the inflammation from my digestive system. Good thing it was healed. And from that moment I'm in the decision to have a check-up to consult what's happening to me. And good thing it goes back to normal my stomach upset was healed too.

What I Did During in My difficult Times

1. Google was my quick response physician from the time being. And it worked. But there's always a reminder if symptoms persist you must consult a doctor.

1. I followed what's being said from what I searched for.

1. The last but not the least, I prayed with all my heart with my pure intentions. To heal me from what I'm going through.

Why I didn't go to be check up by a physician?

Because it's difficult for us to travel in the city.

I found difficult for my husband to go back and forth because he has still his work.

I'm thinking of the laboratory tests who will accompany me if my husband has still work.

Before I decide I'm thinking first the possible situations. Good thing God is always at my side.

We had our second grocery for the month of August

And I decided to bought a cake already even if it's only 22nd of August and my plan to consume it on my birthday on the 24th.

That's the only thing I'm asking how to celebrate my birthday to have a Cake on my special day. And it was granted.

Ice spent my birthday with my husband and we just ordered pizza from Angels and I'm very much happy from that day. Many who remembered my birthday from my social media accounts. They greeted me and I've felt special from those simple gestures. And thinking what I'm going through before my birthday.

Birthday Blues can't be avoided and being sick can't be avoided too. We must take good care our self and health and always pray to guide us and protect us.

Thank you so much much for reading my blog. Hope you have something to learn from it. Have a wonderful weekend everyone.