My journey

Hello , happy father's day to all father's out there may god bless you ....
I wanna share to you guyz my experience in my previous weeks and days ,many people in my ojt they are asking my mom if how are me then if I'm working already or not then if I graduated already I said nope then other people say to me that why I doesn't care now and why I'm not talking,well it's because may be I'm not in mood many thoughts in my head about my future and also where place should I work.
Now I'm practicing another programming language so that my attention will be coding I don't want to stress about my future I want to be more skilled ferson and also I want to expand my knowledge,
I just want to be happy of want to do , I really like coding because it's give me a happy day even so many errors but it's okay , lately in my previous apply they call me then I been honest that I'm not full stack in JavaScript then they said it's okay then they said I will back to you when you are approved cause I still have candidate to talk ,in that position we are 10 candidates then I told to myself that maybe I will not qualified cause I'm not proficient in python then few days ago they back they text me and then they call me they said my applications was approved they I'm shock cause I didn't expect that then I didn't grab that opportunity because I don't have budget for renting that's it
Thank you for listening and reading