The Fulfillment I Seek -LOH #205
It took me a while to put my thoughts into writing because this is that part of my life that I find really hard to share.
Anytime my mom prays with me, I get really teary because she never misses the opportunity to thank God for the fact her daughter doesn’t lack anything. I mean, I always have everything I need and in as much my mom wants to be a mother, she’s always happy and proud that I can do whatever I want for myself without having to involve her, financially.
It took a while to get here and that “while” taught me a lot of things. I won’t even deny the fact that I’m happy about the things I learned on my way to where I am at the moment. However, at the moment, none of that even matters because this is not the ideal life I want. One thing that would make my life complete is to build a charity organization for cancer patients.
The purpose of the organization would be to create cancer awareness and to help out with the treatment bills of cancer patients.
About a year ago, I lost my elder sister to cancer. Thinking about the whole process and what she went through seriously messes with my head. Now that she’s no more, I feel like there was no point coming this far. Like I came this far for nothing. What’s the point of winning when you can’t celebrate with the ones you love?
You know what’s sad? She went through chemotherapy but she still suffered so much. She went through so much pain, and from what I know, chemo is so expensive. So imagine someone who doesn’t have money to go through chemotherapy? That person will even go through much more pain. Tell me what they did to deserve this?
Anytime I talk about building a charity organization for cancer patients, people don’t really understand because they don’t see why someone who doesn’t really own a lot of properties would rather want to spend her resources on such a “thing”. Well, honestly, I don’t blame them because they don’t know how it feels like to go through what I went through and that is totally wrong.
You don’t have to wait to experience anything before you fight against it. Let me end here before my emotions take control over me. Currently, I volunteer for a foundation that helps orphans and needy people every December. This is kind of helping me build myself for what I want to do and in about some years to come, I should be able achieve this goal and put smiles on people’s faces.
There’s actually a lot I need to do for my personal life yeah? But I genuinely feel like that none of them would even matter if I don’t get this heart desire of mine up and running soon. Thank you for your time.
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Even while reading this post, I knew how emotional you would be especially being someone who had lost an elder sister. It's true that no one would understand until they experience what the other person went through but sometimes, you don't have to wait till you experience something bad before finding ways to solve it.
I hope your dream comes through someday and I love how you have volunteered yourself every year to help the orphans and needy.
Thank you Princess, it means a lot.
You are heartily welcome 😊
They don’t need to know because they would never understand something they have no idea of.
This possibly a first I felt emotional while reading through your work. Truly, youve got your own struggles but I admired how you lived through them turning it to an advantage for others.
Am sure you would build a great foundation, I believe in you❤️
Sigh, now I’m going to cry🥹
Thank you baby girl❤️
Nahh… its now and always sis💯
I know you would do really great for sure❤️
You're always welcome 🥰🥰
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Starting by volunteering for a foundation would sure help you build up the ground knowledge you need to build yours. Making an impact on the world is really underrated nowadays, good to see you’re giving it all your best, I’m sure your sis would be really proud of you and smiling at you from heaven.
Yeah, I figured that was the right way.
Thank you.
Saludos cordiales amiga, comprendo que se te salgan las lágrimas cuando tu mamá orando da gracias a Dios por todo y sobretodo , porque a ti no te falta nada por tus propios esfuerzos y tienes todo lo necesario para vivir , es una reacción sublime y de lo más certera porque la gratitud es una de las cosas que más agrada a Dios y la multiplica cada día en bendiciones por lo tanto , por las oraciones de tu ángel terrenal como tu mamá y la misericordia de Dios, estoy segura que nada te faltará nunca en el nombre poderoso de Jesús. Exitos en el concurso.
Sí, también creo que ella está tan agradecida como yo. Muchas gracias
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Bless your heart 🤍 we need more like you in this world.
Thank you🧡
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I am so sorry to hear about your sister, the work you do as a volunteer to help orphans and people in need is very valuable. I wish you can fulfil the noble desires you carry in your heart, thank you for sharing,!LADY
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Thank you, this means a lot.
You're welcome, have a nice evening
I can understand your passionate goal @abenad
I am by profession a nurse, and I lost my roommate and best friend to Cancer a year ago. And, I also volunteer as a patient driver to transport patients to their medical appointments and back home.
I hope you achieve your goal ❤️
I’m so sorry about your best friend. Thank you for all you do.
Thank you.