Punch on the rib.

yesterday

Have you ever felt that sharp pain in your rib before? The kind that gets your breath shaky in every breath you take. You feel like your life would end in those seconds because those pains are unnatural. They are too much for you, but still you held on... maybe not.

But, I think it'd be better if you could hold on. Suicide... you see, suicide looks cool. It ends all things, but if you take a closer look at it, you'd see the pain it brings not to people around you but to your soul.

Suicide is a thief. It comes for a reason, and its sole reason is to take away any ounce of joy you may have left in you. It breaks you apart and makes you see no other way to survive. It is very good at convincing you and whispering soft words to you until you fully succumb to its wrath.

But you deserve more than that. Look at you. You've struggled for years, went through such mockery, and survived a lot in life to die just like that. Don't you think you deserve more of a dramatic ending? Well, I do. That kind of drama that's epic and will be an inspiration to many positively shows how a good life I have lived.

So... that's why I hope you can hold on despite that shaky breath. I hope you can still keep fighting despite the punch on your rib. Life as you see it isn't meant to be easy. Trust me, no one has it easy. Everyone is just trying to live through each day.

If it is the online world that adds to your burden, then stay off it and quietly build the life you want. Many people out there live fake lives. I can sit in my little apartment and make a post about me in another country or having fun in a hotel or something, and many people will believe me, including you reading.

So, if that's what makes you belittle yourself, then open your eyes to see what's in front. If life has punched you hard, rest if you may, but never think of giving up.

And here's a few songs to go to
motivate you and let you know you are not alone. Also, these songs are for #threetunestuesday by @ablaze.

Hard days; Brantley Gilbert.