I Am #AliveAndThriving Today! || #IAmAliveChallenge || Daily Off-Grid Jungle Journal Entry: Day #677 - Down Rabbit Hole After Rabbit Hole, Reconciling It All - GaiaYoga Gardens, Lower Puna, Far East Big Island, Hawai'i - Tuesday, June 4, 2024

I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

Ever since I was a child I've had a very curious and inquisitive mind, with the desire and need to explore, know, and understand, well, everything. Because of this I wasn't satisfied with the 'officially accepted' narratives and stories in almost anything, so I've found myself diving head-first into a great many rabbit holes throughout my life, one after the other, and then reconciling what I discover with what I know, or what I think that I know. Some discoveries are so profound that they change my whole worldview and persective, seemingly taking me to a whole new level.

In this Great Awakening that is unfolding and spreading ever-more quickly in humanity, the rabbit holes are very numerous now, and they go very, very, very deep. In the present massive worldwide information war (we're actually at war on every level and in every domain, and we have been for quite a while now), there is indeed much very intentional disinformation and misinformation, to muddy the waters, to throw us off track, and to make us give up on it all and throw the baby out with the bathwater. The dis/misinformation is put out so intensely precisely because there is also a huge amount of very real and valid information, and more every day, that those who are desperately trying to maintain power do not want us to know, because it allows us to look behind the curtain at what is really happening, which destroys their whole fabricated illusion that allows them to control and enslave us.

Fun fact. The term 'conspiracy theorist' was created by the CIA right after the JFK assassination, to stop people from looking too closely at the official story, and to discredit those that did. It's rather ironic, of course, that right before he was killed, JFK spoke about the nefarious activities of the CIA, and his intention to dismantle it, as well as the global plot by a shadowy cabal to enslave every man, woman, and child on earth, and his promise to expose it. Yeah, I'm not a conspiracy theorist, but rather a conspiracy annalyst and realist.

The Great Awakening is the falling away, dissolution, and destruction of the illusions and fake façades that are the basis of most of what we think of as 'society'. Some of us have been exploring the depths of the rabbit holes and tunnels for many years now, so most of what is happening in the world presently is not at all surprising. What we find at the end of some of these rabbit holes, however, is so earth-shattering that our lives are never the same afterwards. It kind of feels like you've been knocked upside your head, left dazed and confused, trying to make sense of the world, as if for the first time. That's kind of where I still find myself to this day. I'm forever grateful for The Great Awakening, of course, but it has not been what I would call an easy process at all, especially since 2017. I want to know the whole truth, though, and there's no going back, that's for sure.

Yesterday, Tuesday, I left the Flow House just a little after 2PM, after wrapping up my Hive tasks, putting my attention first on straining out and blending kefir (kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao), and a bit of photography for these posts. For land work I ended up doing a good bit of clearing work with my machete in the large jungle chicken pen, in preparation for new chickens. After clearing for a while, I took a shower, then I took a few more photos, in the lovely early-evening light, as I walked around the property, and down our jungle road. After my photo walk, I collected my leftover jar of superfood fire coffee from the Landing fridge, then I made my way back to the Flow House, to get into my evening round of Hive tasks, and catching up on my notifications. I got everything done on Hive a bit earlier than usual, around 9PM, and after scanning my Bastyon and X feeds for a while, I went to bed just before 11PM. I slept reasonably well, waking up at 7AM, doing my usual round of token management, and beginning on this post, before finally getting out of bed, to go walk around, and take more photos, in the gorgeous morning sun. I didn't make my superfood fire coffee this morning, as I was out of too many important ingredients. Hopefully I'll be able to make it again by tomorrow.

It's now just after 1:15PM, so a great time to end this post, so that I can get to a few important Hive tasks, before leaving the Flow House later in the afternoon, to first focus on straining out and blending kefir, maybe take more photos, and then land work. I deeply appreciate y'all so very much! Until the next iteration of this post tomorrow! Always forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart, reignite my heart sun, and embody a solid, healthy masculine, allowing my electric fire to shine bright, no matter what others, especially women, say or do. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness. 

3.) Do regular (naked) integral practices again, alone or with others. 

4.) Dance regularly again.

5.) Work with natural entheogens (mushrooms, ganja, ayahuasca), with punctuated regularity, as a part of my healing process again. 

 6.) Get, and keep, regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions for women flowing again.

7.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

8.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again.

9.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, enjoyment, playfulness, work, fun, laughter, attraction, and all-level connections and relationships. 

10.) Make love with the woman, or the women, that I love, every day, as a sacred devotional practice. 

11.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Play 2024 Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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