I Am #AliveAndThriving Today! || #IAmAliveChallenge || Daily Off-Grid Jungle Journal Entry: Day #627 - I've Been Very Different from Most People All My Life - GaiaYoga Gardens, Lower Puna, Far East Big Island, Hawai'i - Monday, April 15, 2024

I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

As many of you who have been following my posts for a while know, I am a very curious creature indeed, when compared to the vast majority of humanity. In truth I've felt very different from most people my whole life, for many reasons, and in a whole host of ways. I've joked many times about feeling like I'm not from here, an 'alien', on earth for a particular very important mission, The Great Awakening, for which I've been patiently (or impatiently) waiting since I was a child. The words 'starseed' and 'wanderer' seem to describe this aspect of me quite well.

The difference that I feel within myself in relation to others exists across all domains and areas of life, almost without exception. How and what I feel, that of which I'm aware, my perspectives, and the varied and notable abilities-capacities-skills that I have available, all put me in a rather rare and unusual category of humans. Because of that, while I have met and connected with several people over my life that felt like soul tribe, for the most part my journey has been quite a lonely one, often with long stretches of time passing without having people around me that fully see, understand, or appreciate me in wholeness. That's how it feels now here at GaiaYoga Gardens, and how it has felt for most of my time here, much to my chagrin. I've definitely had to become OK with being alone, even in community, that is for sure.

Yes, I isolate myself too, due to often feeling hopeless around human connections and relationships, which really doesn't help the situation at all. It's so wild, though, because people usually want me to be a part of things, and when I am in a good place and my heart sun is shining bright, I am able to flow with people very well indeed. I know that most of my perceived and felt aloneness and isolation is in large part because of me and how I'm choosing to view myself in relation to others. I'm my own worst enemy in this regard, it would seem.

The importance to me of living naked and barefooted close to earth and nature and accepting and celebrating the whole of our humanity, my choice of the sovereignty-driven technologies that I use (Linux, Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, Bastyon, DeSo, and now soon perhaps FreeBSD), how I take responsibility for and flow with nutrition and health, my starseed and conspiracy realist perspectives on what's really happening and unfolding in the world and in humanity, the magical healing elixirs and medicinal teas that I make, the deep integral energy-body-tantric healing work sessions that I give women, among numerous other things, all place me in a category by myself, or at least with not many others. Yes, this can be and is often a lonely path, but one that makes it clear to me that I am quite an exceptional human in many ways, with a great many gifts and contributions that I have to share with the people around me, and with the world.

It was yet another rainy and cloudy day yesterday, Monday, the fourth day like that in row, so not the most inspiring day to do work outside. After finishing my daily post and a few important Hive tasks, I left the Flow House around 3PM to first go strain out and blend kefir. Thankfully I had already taken the rest of the photos for this post during a few moments of sunny weather in the morning. Since it was raining so consistently in the later afternoon, I returned to the Flow House early, to get as much done on my Hive tasks and catching up on my notifications as I was able before the community Logistics meeting at 6:30PM. After the meeting ended a little after 8PM, I made my way back to the Flow House, to get back to catching up on notifications, which I finished a bit after 11PM. After a round of token management and scanning my X feed, I went to bed around 12:15AM, thankfully sleeping well, and waking up around 8AM, doing more token management, starting on this post, and then getting out of bed around 9AM to go make my superfood fire coffee.

The time is now just past 1:30PM, so a marvelous time to end this post, so that I can get to a few important Hive tasks, before leaving the Flow House later in the afternoon, to first strain out and blend kefir (kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao), take more photos for these posts, and then land work. I deeply appreciate you all so very much! Until tomorrow! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart, reignite my heart sun, and embody a solid, healthy masculine, allowing my electric fire to shine bright, no matter what others, especially women, say or do. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness. 

3.) Do regular (naked) integral practices again, alone or with others. 

4.) Dance regularly again.

5.) Work with natural entheogens (mushrooms, ganja, ayahuasca), with punctuated regularity, as a part of my healing process again. 

 6.) Get, and keep, regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions for women flowing again.

7.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

8.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again.

9.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, enjoyment, playfulness, work, fun, laughter, attraction, and all-level connections and relationships. 

10.) Make love with the woman, or the women, that I love, every day, as a sacred devotional practice. 

11.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon. 

All photos were taken with my Motorola G Play 2024 Android Phone.

Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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