Phobias or illness? My childhood experience as a traveler

I don't know what kinds of phobias I should call them or categorize them. When I was a child, I loved to travel, but no matter how much I wanted to try to travel, I would not be myself the moment I entered the bus.
I did not have a lot of access to airplanes at my young age. But I'm sure that could have been even worse if cars were that bad.

The moments I stepped in my foot into the car or any bus. And then it zooms off; it won't take me long to start throwing it out. I will start vomiting, and I will have a stomach upset. Some say I'm allergic to fuel. Some say it's a kind of phobia.

But all you know is that no matter where we are going, I will get sick before getting to my destination. I was ruining our party as a family. I followed my parents travels, and I ruined it because of my sickness.

As time goes on, I stop traveling because, firstly, I cannot go on a long journey. And to not disturb any of my family members. I need to stop traveling and be on my own.
The stories are different now that I'm an adult. I don't throw up again, unlike before, but I travel less now. I couldn't describe the experience anymore.

But then, the fact that I love to travel but can't travel is another entirely. I talked about my dreams one time ago. One of my goals is to tour around the world. The fact that I have read how beautiful some places can be makes me curious, and I really want to be there one day.

The world is too beautiful to spend your entire life in just one country and one place. I mean, you should not just read it; you should see it and know how beautiful the world really is.

I have once traveled by train, but I really can't tell about the experience because it's not a long journey and it's too crowded. Perhaps one of these days I will have the opportunity to travel with it and have a true experience with it.

Well, I've seen people talk about their experiences with flights. I don't have any experience with it. But then I will love to have my own experience. Because I could remember what my sister told me. A few years ago, I followed her to the airport. She told me how beautiful it is to travel at night and to sit by the window when traveling on a plane. I've been curious ever since then. And I have also seen some people tell me about how they throw up inside planes and so on.

But to me, if I were traveling, I would love night travel. Even though my parents don't like it, they believe it's only bad people who travel at night, and a lot of things can happen during the night to the person traveling, while there won't be any rescue.

Anytime I travel at night, my parents are always scared and always scold me because of the nighttime journey. But I would not blame them. I also stop traveling at night, even during the day. I find it difficult to travel because we do not have a good road in my country, and there are lots of accidents that happen during the day.

And since I'm yet to travel out of my country, I will just live the way I'm living, and hopefully I will be able to achieve what I want one day. I love to drive myself and own my own car. Tour around the world by flight. Drive to any lengths for holidays. None of these I've achieved yet.

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