WE110 // MY FRIEND MY CRUSH

Do you secretly have a crush on someone? Who is it and why? What do you think would happen if you told them and do you think the relationship would be a deep emotional connection or would it be a short fling, purely physical in nature?

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I think crush is some kind of romantic feelings that sometimes go unexpressed, and at the same time it might be a deep connection we with another person and might not be romantic.

If we perhaps tell your crush about your feeling and when the feeling is not mutual it might hurt your feeling.

I've once have a crush on my friend, we are four and we have been friends since we are kids. He is the only boy among us so I don't know when and why I started crushing on him, all I know is was crushing on him.

I don't know how to tell him and I have been looking for an opportunity to come so I can tell him about it but I never get one.

There was a day I make the determination to tell him so I decided to pen down my feelings for him and I wrote a letter, I couldn't give him directly so I drop it on his wardrobe, hoping he will see it and know how I feel about him but after like an hour my mind was not settled and I went back to retrieve the letter with the hope of telling him face to face.

Unfortunately, that same day I summon up the courage to tell him, I discovered that he was dating one of our friend and I can't tell him again and decided to bottle off my feeling for him.

And I'm always happy that I did not tell him because my feelings might be hurt if I discover the feeling is not mutual and apparently if I do tell him and not knowing he was dating my friend, he might not want to hurt my feeling and try to play along and at the end it will just be a short fling and no feeling attached.

I let go of my feeling for him and keep my distance in other not to get hurt unnecessarily.

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