Feel like dancing

5 months ago

This outfit, especially the socks always make me feel like I'm a dancer from the 90s or 00s

In another life I would've become a professional dancer I swear haha the amount of dance movies I watched when I was growing up was UNREAL!! You know what hindered me on going along and actually pursuing this career?
I was scared, scared to move wrong, look stupid, make a wrong move. Scared of going to a dance class were I know noone and fucking up and looking like a fool... Why?!? IDK - in the end it makes zero sense, because even tho I understand to be scared of trying new things and doing something you might fail terribly in, isn't it the best way to do it in a room full of strangers? Noone who knows you.
I always was scared of people judging me, seeing that I'm not perfect and therefore never went for it ...

I'm happy that today I've grown and even tho I still give way too many craps on what people think of me, I usually anyways go for it - because we all started at zero, we all do new things and fail, we all started somewhere and grew from it.

Sadly I didn't understand that in my early years of adulthood and therefore never became a pro dancer - but I guess I still could ...

Shot on my trusty little Sony ZV-1 (thinking of upgrading actually, what do we think?) & my LED panel as a singular light source - hints the slightly darker style (which I sometimes hate, but not in those pictures)

Lmk what you think