Random rant, late night thoughts, and a little update...!

Hello hivers... How are you? I was wondering if after all these years you still remember me? To go over everything... They say that time supposed to heal ya but I ain't done much healing...

Did y'all just sang that??? Lmao if ya did, Adele's fan detected hey..! Ok enough with the silly intro, (please don't accused me for plagiarism I quoted Adele because that lyrics came to mind! 🙈)

Anywayyy... I'm back to writing some nonsense on hive. Hope you are thrilled with my life update although I gotta admit nobody would be bother to read this boring update about my life but if you're still reading til now, I appreciate you, you know who you are 😘😜 will tag you down below cuz you did ask me to.

Last year's life was tough, but I'm thankful that it has taught me to be tougher when situations gets tough. And now I am more at peace I'd like to say, although there was some kinda chaos many moons ago... 😅

For those who knows me, who has been following my post they know I've been working in a pet shop for years. Those years were the happiest to me with all the furry kids that I've been hanging around with, loved them to bits but the price that I had to pay was my health.. I end up developing asthma, then it escalated to my mental health due to burnt out from working long hours without vacation for years... Yeah, it sucks when things that you always thought bringing you joy is no longer good for you, I know.. So I decided early this year to give a 1 month notice and left to a new job as an assistant in a small little clinic last February 2023. But little did I know, the lion's den I was out, and into the crocs swamp I went in, and I was like bih wtf, I left my 10 years job for this freaking hellish place on earth?? It was a freaking whole month of mental torture, man! 🤯😭

Let me tell you something about the doctor of this clinic, she appears to look like a butch,a short butch with a short temper, I'd say. She would be micromanaging every single thing that I was doing. And if she found something I did that's not to her liking, she would show her aggressiveness right on the spot. Yep, I was talking about verbally aggressive like those f words, and degrading words like "stupid" or "idiot" will be out from her mouth like nobody's business. She's also working in that clinic for 7 days a week, 12 hours a day. Now, do you think that it is making sense why she was always so on edge and had an extremely short temper because of the stress levels are high? Make sense, no?

Some of you might not believe it cuz who in their right mind would wanna work so hard like that without a day off in a week?? Unfortunately it is true because I did ask her and she admitted to herself that she chose to work that much because of some financial reasons.

But was it fair to justify her behavior just because she was too stressed out and tired and lashes everything out to her subordinate over small things that wasn't their fault? Even if it was their fault, wasn't she supposed to guide them during their probation period? Like, can't you even handle people professionally?? Tf dude???

To be honest I know I was not perfect while doing my tasks, as a newbie in healthcare industry I had my fair share of mistakes, blunders, you know, rookie mistakes. But I also know I was and still am willing to learn something new but with the expense of my self respect, self worth, self dignity being thrown out of the window, constantly being a some kind of a punching bag, being scolded like a small kid in front of some patients, being blamed for unfair reasons, badmouthing me in Chinese in front of Chinese patients (Bih you thought I can't understand Chinese?!) salary being cut off for doctor's refusing to take the responsibility of her tardiness (should I tell you more in part 2??), Wrong move doc cuz you had end up paying an expensive price eventually 😈 Gosh even talking about this I'm still having a resentful feelings towards that doctor and that clinic. 😤

Anyway, it is already late at night I better go to sleep now, I need to wake up early for work tomorrow, not at the clinic anymore of course! Good night and give me a comment and thoughts below if y'all interested to know what happened lol @caelum1infernum especially you cuz you asked me to tag you if I post anything 🤪🤪