We Have Always Lived in the Castle by Shirley Jackson
I finished this a week ago, but only typing up my thoughts now. This was the second time I've read this book, and what struck me the most was that...Merricat is likely autistic. She has rigid routines and rules (i.e. she can't go into Uncle Julian's room, even after Constance gives her permission). She dislikes people and struggles (or simply does not want to) have regular interactions with them. Her dislike of washing herself could be because of sensory issues. She does not like to be observed while eating. She maintains a child-like manner, even at the age of eighteen. It just really stood out to me in this read. I also thought, in my most recent reread of The Haunting of Hill House, that Nell is also on the spectrum. But for her it is less pronounced, and could easily just be trauma.
I did love Merricat. She was right to immediately distrust Charles, who was clearly just after the family money.
And I felt bad for Constance. She took so much responsiblity onto her shoulders, both the care of Uncle Julian and Merricat, and later the guilt of not having done it right. She was sweet and trusting, and vulnerable to Charles' schemes.
Which is why, despite loving Merricat, I did not love her dumping the pipe into the paper wastebasket. I believe she knew what she was doing. And it created more responsbility for Constance to bear, living in a half-burnt house.
On this reread, it was really enjoyable seeing all the hints seeded earlier in the book, which foods Merricat is allowed to touch and serve. Constance, washing the sugar bowl right after her family died, I think shows she knew right from the start that it was Merricat. I really appreciated these details on this time through.
Overall, it is a great book. It builds slowly but well.
