RE: I Would Do It All Again In A Heartbeat | Day 2 | BloPoMo

Lol, OK, I'll try to explain it briefly here. Changing financial circumstances, (loss of my income), changes of location (we moved to another village further away from her home address). Those two things together made it much more difficult for ME personally to maintain contact. I did my best but noticed that it actually turned out to be very much a one-way traffic. So it turned out that if I didn't call her, I shouldn't expect her to call me. If I didn't go to her, I certainly couldn't count on her coming to me. With the sale of our car, and only having a prepaid card to call in an emergency, the possibilities disappeared for me. And where she had all the possibilities, she herself made no effort at all. That hurt me, but that's exactly what's holding me back now. More has happened, but it goes too far to describe it in full detail now.