A Man With Too Much on His Mind

6 hours ago

I was feeling sleepy tonight but I couldn't everyone around me was asleep I was actually waiting for my dad to return from work so I could close the gate as soon as I saw him I quickly rushed over to open the gate.

He drove in I locked the gate back and rushed inside the house to sleep as I was about lying down my phone screen alert started beeping which means a message entered my phone I had no choice than to check the message it was a notification.

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I unlocked my phone and started going through it the next thing I know I found myself reading in midnight owl community I went through a particular person post @ibbtammy post Am I ready to be a mother I found myself reading the post and it brought back memories of me some days ago.

I was awake as usual during the night and started having different thought going through my head such as can I be a fatherly figure, what are the odds for me to become a rich person in nearest future, sometimes I keep talking to myself and thinking would I also without becoming rich, sometimes I will be like from now till 10 years what are the odds for me to make it in this cruel world cause a man biggest fear is to end up in poverty but for me that's my biggest fear not able to take care of people who meant so much to me like family.

There was this crazy thought I had can women be able to love me or even tho I have a woman today what are the odds I can be able to pay for her bride price not even talking of doing a wedding with her there are different thinking going through a man mind these brought about this week prompt what my favorite music.

Each passing night I sat down and reflect on myself what the odds for me in the future and try and retrace my activities through out the day if I had missed something or wrong someone at the end to remove those worries away from my head I just take my earpiece and input it in my ear and listen to cool music I have different playlist not only one depending on the mood.

Most of my playlist are solely focused on motivation something that keeps me motivated despite the odds about life a man just need to keep grinding and move forward so I dont like to think about it much cause it give me worries on not knowing what the future holds for me each day I am tired of repeating the same cycle of life. It not that we can predict our future or even know it but the actions we do now would later reflect on our future.

My music are mostly based on Naija SONGS most especially some new artists we have in industry AYO MAFF is music has a lot to tell about life most especially this particular song it my favorite Panic.

Part of the Lyrics are:

I just start to get famous and they are already starting to rush me

You see that particular part it has so much to tell about us human once I started listening to his album my worries usually come to rest I advice you to check out his album. An old man once told me too much thinking would only cause depression and harm to your body am the cautious type I act quickly on everything around me if am to cool my nerve down music is my therapy although Am worst in singing but I love listening to songs to cool my nerve down.