THE REFLECTION WAS URGENT

We are in that moment during the midnight, the calm time. That important need to be done at midnight for me, it might be funny but it's overthinking.

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Overthinking is just like a special routine for me during the midnight when everywhere is calm, no noise I'm laying in my bed then this began to bring to my mind. Thinking about life, about family and everything concerning my life. It has not been an easy life. This moment is where I reflect on myself. Moment I made some confession to myself, thinking about my mistake, my wrongs, my good and bad.

Growing up, it has not been easy in life but God has been blessing me. Going through life making mistakes, I thought about my job. I lost my last job because of negligence and carelessness. And now I don't know how
I'm going to carry out my responsibility.

It's not easy becoming an adult. It's not a child's play so this is the moment I just reflect. During the midnight it's just my mind overthinking. I won't say it's a bad habit or it's a good habit, but it is what I've gotten over me, obviously. Overthinking has been one of the impromptu things I have to do every night. I never skipped it. Reflecting on my life, knowing what to do, the next thing. That is life for you.

Sometimes the urgent things you have to do in the night might not be a task. It might just be you reflecting on how your future might look like and your path, what you have done and how to correct it and make your life better.