I am lonely today after losing all my friends.

Among all the relationships in the world, one of the most beautiful and beautiful relationships is called friendship. There can be no other relationship like friendship in the world. When we were young and growing up, we had several friends. Especially our playmates, studying together in school life and college life and often in the workplace, friends have an important contribution to all activities. Just like in my life, some friends were so important that I have lost all their importance.

Today I have lost all my friends. Today, when I am writing this post, it is 12:30 at night. I live in Bangladesh. It is winter in Bangladesh now and 12:30 at night is a very late night.

Today, I miss my friends a lot. Because friends have a very important contribution in every aspect of life, starting from friendship in school life, to the workplace and every aspect of life.

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When I was admitted to class one, I had several friends. After waking up in the morning, I would go out to play marbles with my friends. When I would go out to play marbles, someone in my family would follow me and call me home to study. However, I did not pay much attention to my studies. I always preferred to play games with my friends. Because I liked playing games with my friends very much.

Moreover, in school life, I used to fight with my friends at school. Our school used to start at 10 am. However, at 8 am, we would go to the office and fight to sit on the front bench. When school was over, after school, we would play football with our friends in the school field. Sometimes, when it was a rainy day, I would leave my books at school and come home soaked with my friends. There was no worry about cold or fever or headache. There was only one decision to make. How to play games and pass the time.

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Then when I got to high school, things were more interesting. During my secondary school studies, I used to study privately with my friends. After finishing private school, I used to study with my friends in school and participate in various competitions. Moreover, various debate competitions were organized in schools. I used to participate in debate competitions with my friends and it was a really wonderful moment.

When I finished secondary school and went to higher secondary college, those times were even sweeter. I used to enjoy cycling with my friends a lot. I used to go to college by cycling along with going to private studies.

When it was very cold, stealing date juice with my friends and eating it was a different fun. On different days of the year, I used to join picnic parties with my friends. We used to have picnics by playing sound boxes loudly. When the elders of the neighborhood would stop us, we would all resist it together.

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The last time I celebrated with my friends was at work. When the economic crisis hit, I moved to Dhaka with my family. Within a few days of going there, I made some good friends.

We used to work together in almost all activities including sports. We used to work together in any office event and accomplish everything together.

However, I am now a married man. Being a married man, I can no longer enjoy my days like before. I have lost all my friends from primary school, I have lost all my friends from secondary and higher secondary schools. At the end, I was working in Gazipur city and I had several friends there. Basically, all those friends are gone today.

Since all my friends are gone, today I feel like reading poetry in this deep night with my heart open

All my friends are gone I stand alone on the shore of memory Alone, singing a song, no one is around The lights will not light up in the Jalsa house again

Basically, all my friends are gone. I have lost all my friends in the flow of time and the game of fate. So in the deep winter night, in the foggy midnight, I miss my friends very much. All the neighbors are asleep, even my wife is sleeping soundly in bed. But when I remember my friends in the midnight, I am busy writing posts in the Midnight Letters community. Because after a long time, I miss all my friends very much.

Insects are chirping all around. Moreover, there is an iron rod on the balcony of our house. There is a snake looking at me. All in all, I shared my feelings with you today on this wonderful midnight.

I know that you can never go back to your childhood days. But even then, when you remember your friends, you can't sleep at night. When you remember your friends in the midnight, I sat down to write this wonderful article with you. I really miss this midnight feeling a lot and enjoy it with all the emotions and feelings in my heart.

Have you also lost friends like me? If you want, you can share your feelings in the form of poems, essays or writings with our beloved community Midnight Letters. We are interested in hearing about your midnight feelings.

Today's post was written at 12:30 PM Bangladesh time.

All photography is my own.


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I hope you manage to find times to connect with friends from your past, despite having new responsibilities that occupy your time. Hopefully, you and your wife will find new friendships together that you can nurture in this new phase of your life. Cycles, rhythms, seasons. They come and go. But there is no reason why we can't revisit friendships from the past over time. I hope you get to do this and find your tribe again.

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