She Promised

She promised that we would be together, but it was impossible. A part of me died when I realized that I had to leave her. I was so happy she was my girlfriend. But as soon as I put her out of my mind, I had no idea what was going on with me.
I was a mess. My mind would go blank. The only thing I could think about was the girls. I would think about how sweet she was, and how beautiful she was. It was like a disease. I couldn't stop thinking about her. She was my whole world.

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She promised that we would be together, but I don’t feel the same way.
She said she’d be my lover and my wife, but she lied.
I know that I love her, but it’s not enough for me to want to spend the rest of my life with her.
When I met her, I was so in love with her that I didn’t want to be separated from her for a single day.
And yet, when I am with her, it seems like I’m only wasting my time.
How do I know what I’ll feel when I wake up in the morning?
It’s like my heart is no longer in my chest or my stomach, but somewhere else.

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