FELLOWS IN THE SAME SHIP

Today, something really interesting happened. I went for a house fellowship as I always do here in school every two weeks and I was asked to talk about how my week has been so far. At first, I wasn’t sure what I was going to say but in the end I said a few things I could remember about my week but what made it even more interesting was that I wasn’t the only one who shared how my week has been, others did too. We had so many points when we just start laughing because they kept saying some people’s week made them weak, lol.

Seeing how much we had so much fun just by sharing how our week has been so far, it lightened up my heart a whole lot. I’m not sure what I have been going through lately but it is not bringing the best out of me and I really needed that fellowship. I’m hoping things get better as soon as possible and I’m working towards it. I miss doing the things I enjoy doing with the people I love and care about but recently it’s as if that has changed a lot and it’s all on me.

I always love it when I’m around people - people that make me feel my best. While we were sharing how our week went, I felt so at home and I didn’t even notice when we spent more minutes than we should have. Sometimes I feel like an horrible person but I have come to realize that it’s always different when I’m around people that know me and are trying to understand me. I feel relaxed, comfortable and happy around them. I’m not sure how many people I make to feel these way but I really hope to be someone that people will be comfortable and happy being around with.

Life is filled with so many things trying to choke the little things that make us happy and the little we can do for those we love or care for, is to be a safe place and a place where they can always run to. Right now, I actually feel like no one can understand me and that makes it hard for me to share whatever might be going on with me. It’s nothing serious but it keeps messing with my productivity and that’s giving me great concerns. It’s affecting my choices and even my lifestyle.

Anyways, I’m glad I was part of that fellowship today and we discussed about the things we discussed about because it really helped me get positive about myself and everything again. I have been telling myself not to give up on anything a lot these days and I’m trying my best to do just that. I’ll keep going no matter how hard it gets.

Thank you for reading through. ❤️