If Only You Where Here..(Pictures Worth A Thousand Words).

I scaled through, despite all odds, this is me, I am me..
As surprising as it sounds, I wonder why it had to be today of all dates.

The fourth season remains a phobia to me, while everyone thought my eyebags were as a result of anticipating grads day, no one knew it would be as a result of my guidance. The only one I could call family that even on till death shielded me and took the greatest hit during the car accident. Here I am rooted on my bed as though we are one. I've lost count of how many times I wished life could have a replay so I could correct my wrongs.

I remain strong until this day because of her lectures, her words follow me everywhere and that became my push till grads came but only wished it weren't today.

Yet, her words play on in my head, I hear her say “It's your day.. You did it honey.. Go go collect all the credits, you've done a great job!” I repeeated outwardly over and over until I was fully clothed on my military wear. Its still so dim outside since dawn just set in. Right ther I knew where to be before the day breaks out completely. I tides up my shoe lace proper while my grads gown hugged behind my back.. Its going to be a long walk down to the river side where I blew her ashes. Even in death I share my joy with her.