"The Worry I face"

I'm trying to start this post with the popular song that is trending right now on social media: "Somebody is watching me. It's my anxiety". Forcing myself not to remember the tone, but then the rhythms are coming to my head, making these lines flow in my head. Now this is me shaking my head to the beat.

Life, they say, isn't always full of a bed of roses, but then what would actually happen if I bought roses and put them on my bed? Just thinking out loud though. I think what makes life more interesting is the worries that we have to face at certain stages in our lives. Everyone who walks on the face of the earth has a thing or more that they are going through. That simply means "everyone has anxiety". We are all anxious beings.

That also implies that "I have something that is bothering me" when I wanted to pretend a little and make everything look smooth and cool. I'm the kind of person that doesn't let things bother me often but then these things force their way into my life without my permission. Living in a country like mine is the thing that is getting me worried like this because surviving right now in my nation hasn't been easy. People are struggling every day trying to make ends meet, but then the country keeps throwing shade at us for no reason.

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Currently, I have a few things that are bothering me, but then I'm gonna stick to the particular one that is giving me "sleepless nights." Don't mind me, though: "I do sleep in the night, maybe just during the day". One thing on my bucket list for this year is to get another job before the year runs out. Currently, I feel like the year is almost ending, and I haven't fulfilled that part of my goal, and that alone has been bothering me for a while now.

I know you might be wondering if "I'm jobless" Well, I'm not jobless, I have a job that pays the bills but then you know what they say "When we grow older we become more attracted to other things" I'm not the type that loves beings stagnant at a place. I love to explore other options. I don't want to be in a place for the rest of my life, and then, in the end, I notice that nothing great happened to me despite those years spent working and sacrificing my time and effort.

Well, I'm not gonna lie, though, "I love my job," but then I feel like certain factors are missing for a country like mine that we can't predict what would happen tomorrow in terms of our economic condition. How can the prices of items at the market skyrocket and salary remain the same, or "the rocket can't carry the salary"?

I used to tell people if not for the fact that hive came into my life at the right time, who knows? "I would pack my things and travel back to the village". For now, I'm gonna say "getting a new job" is the major thing that has been bothering me lately.

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