Year-end holidays,nothing special at the end of this year

hello friends #hivelearners all
It's been a long time since I joined this wonderful community, because in recent months the concentration of power has been unstable, for some reason what happened to me, I was confused when I wanted to write always ideas just didn't appear unusually, sometimes at the beginning when I wanted to start writing I immediately got ideas and inspiration about what I wanted to write, Strangely lately I don't know why this happened to me, so I stopped writing for a few months. Finally, starting from yesterday, I felt that I had found my identity again after I did traditional medicine in my neighboring area. Alright, dear friends, today I saw in the community #hiveleaeners there is one very good topic for me to share with all friends.

JUST ONE THING
Speaking of this topic, I must tell you one thing about my family, I must discourage myself from going on vacation with my beloved family, Kanapa?
A few weeks ago I actually intended to go on vacation at the end of this year, like many people who spend vacation time with their beloved family, but not for me, on this holiday I can only accompany my beloved son to play at home, when I see my son playing alone, my tears flow by themselves, I feel sad not being able to take my child on vacation, even though children my child's age really need a vacation.

One of the factors that made me discourage my intention to vacation is from my current financial side, Daya has to tell this to all friends, for the holidays I need to prepare enough finances, while at the end of the week I spend a lot of money to treat my insecurity, I feel not ready to be a good parent for my wife and children, I feel like I've failed to be a father, even though I have done a lot of things to get a decent job but until now I still feel that the world is very narrow for me. I became jealous of friends out there whose lives were full of wealth, even though in envy life it was not very good in everyday life.

There are several holiday topics posted with friends about their holidays with their families, I was moved to see some vacation pictures from friends that varied, of course I can smile a little with me seeing some articles from friends who write about their happiness on vacation with their beloved family, I feel a lot of stories are in their articles, Of course they tell about their holidays while playing and enjoying some of the movies they like in the cinema, there are also those who spend their holidays gathering with their beloved family at home, moments that are like very rarely seen, I really enjoyed some articles from friends all who wrote on this topic.

Maybe next time I try my hardest to make my family happy, just counting the days, this year will leave us all and in the new year I hope to be much more changed than the previous year, my son can not say anything just look at the happy smile that is on my son's innocent face, just pray for my son that next year your father can make you happy
That's why I had time to reflect on how I should figure out how to deal with it all, my burden is very heavy for now, but I have to do whatever it is and no matter how heavy I live.

Fun holiday stories maybe almost everyone wants to get it, because we can tell many people about our trip, many new things we get when we vacation, maybe people will be happy to read it with holiday stories that we write, I hope there will be time for me to tell an experience of my year-end holidays, There is a very important thing to tell in an article about a weekend vacation, I did not expect that at the end of this year I could not enjoy the holiday with my family, just silent at home while playing with my beloved son. I can't bear this burden, fortunately I got a wife who loves me so much and always gives support to me about what I take, may you always be healthy, baby, and always by my side.

This is my article today that I want to share with all of his friends, hopefully friends like my story behind my struggle to be a good father, Hopefully next time I can give an article related to the holidays, until we meet again the next day.
greetings from me @furkanmamplam