ITS HARD TO SAY GOOD BYE🥺😭

I NEVER KNEW MY SISTER WAS GOING through ALOT TRYING TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY.

Blessing was one kind of a jovial person that you barely know when she's angry and if someone makes her angry she speaks out and in less than an hour she's back to her playful self with her face blooming with smiles.😊 We did almost everything together and fortunately we work at the same school. She really loved children alot.

I can't even imagine the pains she was going through, she really tried to fight for her life, thinking of her siblings and especially Mum. There were many occasions she would have given up (if she hadn't) but she still fought for her life. I think the biggest pain I've ever felt is the death of my sister. After God, my sister was everything for me, she didn't care about the insults or disrespects I sometimes throw at her; she was always there for me.

Looking at the plans we had together for 2023, they were really nice but death cut it off without even achieving any. Our last Christmas holiday was supposed to be the best we've ever experienced but sickness came in. I still can't relate to how it started but even in your sick bed you still thought of me. Areas I can't get it right you were there for me. Every morning when I wake up to prepare for work, a part of me feels like you're with me but I can't see you. At work when I'm bored or in my spare time, I go to your classroom but you're not the sitter on the chair 😞. I just wish I can at least speak to you (Even if it's on phone) even if it's just once.

Things happen and I need someone to talk to but there's none. I can't talk to mum 'cause she needs little or no noise and enough rest because of her health. THIS MORNING I can't help it, my heart is heavy 💔 and my eyes are failing me 😣. I can't hold the tears anymore, I just have to let it flow 😭😭😭 to free myself a bit. The responsibility of being the eldest is not one I wished for now but I need to carry on, I need to be strong for my mum, for my younger siblings and for the rest of the family.
It's been four (4) months since you passed on, it really feels boring with you, I'm moving on but you'll forever be in my heart 👩‍❤️‍👩. I wouldn't wish what happened to you should ever happen to anyone, it's not a good experience.

A MESSAGE FROM YOUR LITTLE SISTER TO YOU📝.
I SO WISH YOU COULD SEE THIS💔.

PS: We should treat everyone we come in contact with in the best possible way because that might actually be the last time we get to see them.