Giving My All Wasnt Enough

I have to many option to choose what to write on this prompt cause most of my post are real based on reflection of me who i am in real life my personal life.

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I was speaking with a friend on what horrible things have seen and face in life i think the post will be best suited for that discussion, sometimes we try to push ourselves in satisfying the love partner we had just to make sure he or she loves you whole heartedly and also as time goes on you realize she never even love you and just using you it then you realize all your effort is not enough to make he or she satisfied you have to do more than enough and the word enough will it ever be enough to satisfy her.

I will be sharing a one-sided story of mine with this particular lady they said in relationship trust are really needed to build one and also your loyalty matters in how you treat a lady to accept you and lastly you need to give it all I mean share one mind with her to know you guys are advancing in a relationship.

It all started when I was in my youthful years I meant this lady she was beautiful and eyes catching very attractive so I decided to approach her and get to know her but I usually have this principle of getting to know my partner well before approaching them in a conversation so I gather some necessary intels about her to my beliefs I approach her and collected her number and we talk for a while you know as a guy once you collect her number you finished the job there lets go back to the story we were finally dating and before you knew she became my woman the love was going pretty well for about a year I played my part as a nice gentle man I remember I mentioned three things needed in a relationship Trust lets start with that I noticed she is a God fearing type and in my belief she is pure in heart I even tested her check how fearing she is this same particular girl swear she is still a ripe apple in the house of the lord okay I choose to believe since she goes to church occasionally in fact I was thinking she is the one to marry.

Secondly I mentioned loyalty I was loyal to this girl I lost so many friends most especially female friends I notice she is the jealousy type so I abstained from approaching any of my females friends to keep our relationship alive things was going on and I was happy about it that way.

Thirdly I mentioned about giving it all yes we both shared one mind and never hid anything from each other I don't see her with any other man in her life aside from me and I also do the same to prove we are one minded and am real with it.

It get to one particular day you know I mentioned earlier our relationship is already about a year old this particular day I was traveling to see my aunts and stay in her place for about a week normally I shared room with my friend so that's particular day God decided to open my eyes in which way I already reached my motor park about boarding bus to travel to my point of destination not until I noticed I was not with my wallet which contain cash and Atm and all that I tried calling my friend to help me out but number was not going through I decided to move back home to pick my Atm I finally reach home I noticed and extra pair of sleepers on our front-end and I was smilling and say this my friend I have not left for a long time he already took in woman I decided to peep through the back window to check which woman was it cause we have a place to open and take spare key in case of emergency I did so and behold it was the same woman who
Promised heaven and hell was having sexuality with my friend the event was painful and why is this happening can't we even see someone to trust and settle
Down with at some points I started having doubtful mind regarding love and what love is really.

In conclusion I though I had done enough to
make the relationship work out I didn't even knew it was not enough and would never be enough to satisfy a woman.

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