Deep song lyrics

hello friends asean hivers wherever you are now I have much less progress in typing with 10 fingers I am now starting to feel comfortable I really enjoy it there is something that has been bothering me lately. I've been experiencing quite a bit of insomnia for days because at 2 in the morning I was only able to close my eyes. I don't know what's going on with me, but I seem to have a lot on my mind.

I listen to songs that I think are very relevant to my current situation. I understand that music is a very good relaxation when the lyrics that are being said are in accordance with our current situation. is it possible that this situation will change and I become something that is born again and I become happy for life. But that's just a stupid wishful thinking because the truth is that life will get trials constantly because your God wants to see you pass everything that has been tested in your life.

You can listen to this song when you need encouragement for what is failing in your life and you have to listen in a quiet atmosphere so that your heart is calm with this melodious music.

Lyrics
I woke up again
Among silence
Just busy thoughts
Curse yourself
Can't go back
'To change the story line
When they ask for laughter
It turns out that willing is not as easy as words
Don't worry, I'm just hurt
Accustomed to pretend to laugh
But can I just cry once?
Before lying again
When you're tired
Stop first
Give space, give time
They say, "Just be thankful"
Even though willing is not as easy as words
Don't worry, I'm just hurt
Accustomed to pretend to laugh
But can I just cry once?
Before lying again
Ha, ha, ha-ah
Ha, ha, ha-ah
Ha, ha, ha-ah-oh
We are only wounded humans
Accustomed to pretend to laugh
But can I just cry once?
I don't want to lie to myself anymore
I want to learn to accept myself

after charging energy through this song, I immediately thought that everything could be passed easily and lightly. I hope you don't get negative energy, dear, from my post this time, I hope you can only take something positive. greetings for mental health for all of us who really relate to the lyrics that are sung.
wait for the next post because I'm happy to type, I hope you are always healthy, dear, I love you all.

@reitavshaluan