Trying to Discipline Myself Again
My laziness is one of my enemy right now because instead of prioritizing things that I need to do on that day, I am going to do things that were not in the schedule and that's one that I am fighting for in this laziness.
It is not only once or maybe twice that I do this laziness things and sometimes I procrastinate because of things that I do not mind of but mind you that these are necessary not for myself but for the benefit for me as a whole and also to get more exposure to this kind of things.
In my work, I know that the work that I had needs more thinking with your reasoning and such because in a programming or coding world, you need to get more ideas on this and on that because that's what it builds you up.
Well, in the past couple of days, I haven't been able to touch the programming because I am not-so-busy with my work but in reality, they are needed, they are priority and the deadline were already past and here I am just doing nothing instead of working whole day with the work.
I need real motivations that I am going to do because motivation is what drives or boosts me on the work that I am going to do, well, I have now motivation on things but one thing is that when I focus on one thing, the other work or things that I do were abandoned and that's what I'm scared of because the past work that I've been working will be unfinished and not yet working.
Although, the past work that I have been working was almost there and the progress is still good and progressing well but when I have a new work that I want to do, I would just abandoned that old work and work with the new one.
That's not what I want because abandoning the old work even if it's not yet finished is not good and it's like I was chasing for a start but I will not getting it to finished until the end. So, yeah, now, I am getting to those projects that I've been working and I am going to make sure that they will be finished and not doing any laziness anymore.
