Rejections, Growth, and Persistence

Am I happy right now? I could say that I'm not happy right now as I am struggling my life right now and It's like a thin thread that is only holding me this life right now but I still think it in a positive way.

Even if I am holding in a thin thread that could break anytime but I wouldn't stop until I will get happy for myself and not just for myself but for my family, too, as they are my strength and my motivation on why I push myself to the limit extending more time in thinking and such.

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Well, with my current life right now, finding another job is stressful and wonders if this is the right choice that I made but I think it's for me to grow and move forward. Although, there were lots of companies, people that I applied to but in the end, I won't get hired easily.

That's competition for you because I'm not the only one who is finding a job but lots of us that are seeking for a itself and secure a job itself. Well, it makes me anxious on not landing for the job that I want although, I have a sideline job that I do in case of emergency but it hits different when you do a job that you loved the most and at the same time, a competitive salary that you could ever imagine.

But yeah, small steps of finding a job lots of rejections while applying for the job, it's still a progress for me and an example that I will strive for more and give more time on what do I lack for myself even though I tried my best on that thing. Improving my skills makes myself more motivated as I grew more experience to the skills that I want to learn.

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Being happy is not that you have a good work but it's also a healthy lifestyle with yourself, family, and the people around you.