Main Character Role - Showing Up for Myself Every Day

Anyone who have been to my blog would know easily that I'm a lover of korean drama and movies, but I'd say the drama have been in my life lately. It's like I'm in a movie, I'm the lead character and everyone else around me are like supporting characters. Guess what! That's right.

I choose to believe I'm the only one who can decide who plays the key role in my life and that's myself alone, I've been thinking too deeply lately that have led me to understand to an extent just how much my little to big decisions are shaping my life and it's because I am in charge of my life.

That goes without saying, that everyone of us including you reading this, is the lead star (main character) of your life. And from all I've seen in movies with lead characters, they are almost perfect until life hits them but they stay strong to become perfect again (the usual happy ending).

So my mind has been wandering, thinking of ways to take charge over my life as I have a new life motto that I plan to live by... Being guided divinely. I mean, I can't say I would have everything figured out but if I am guided by who created and so love me, it's going to be different.

Since the beginning of January, I've been experiencing a lot of ups and downs as I kept seeking clarity in my life. I still haven't gotten the level of clarity I want but I'm much clear on what is good for me than I was over two months ago and that for me, feels like I've really taken charge.

For a while now, I've had more expenses going on than income but somehow, I don't feel as frustrated as my mind used to think I would. I feel like I've outgrown unnecessary worries that won't solve anything for me but it doesn't mean I no longer worry, I still do but it's on the minimal now.

Today was quite interesting for me but I'm positive about tomorrow and the things I'll do on my own accord to show up for myself and prove once again to my mind that I can do it... Take the lead my life's story. This came randomly as I just needed to pen this down somewhere and I have.