Surviving the Abyss

Having to see one reflection on the other hand could also be a bad omen or sometimes seeing you been dead.

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Sometimes there are places we meant not to be or a community to stay even visit families in the village cause I learned aside from your family no other can shower you love not willing to see you progress in life just want you dead is all they ever cared about, it all began I haven't been to my hometown due to being the firstborn it my responsibility know all these things in case of parent old age or me being married would need to call the family members to support my marriage that how it has been done as a tradition I decided to make travel for the first time and visit home if I had knew it would be my nightmare I wouldn't even make that travel.

I traveled to my hometown was given directions and visited one of my family members I once saw the husband having more than one wife to begin with and also a Muslim in that household it felt strange for me to be the only Christian there but never mind that to continue the story I have been living there for a while now I felt me becoming sick I thought it the environment or the water that's making me sick but it not, it becoming more and more real like I fell something is been draining me of my energy, to begin with in fact I had been given a name there the sickler I couldn't explain the cause of this phenomena happening all around me it gets to one extreme time I will feel am being okay today the next day I will suddenly feel sick it gets to a point my sickness was worst I was taken to a clinic at first I was being carried over there I was zero strength in me I was even given series of water inside me nope no changes in me I went as far being admitted to another hospital that same day on getting there they told me they can't do anything to me I even vomited on the doctor cloth he got mad but as a doctor u know better than to understand patient condition we were being referred to another hospital how I got there I can't even tell how I got there and everyone is in a stake of panic i went pitch black for six days was not able to open my eyes during my pitch black I saw a refection of myself in the darkness wandering what I was doing here look around trying to call but no light not until I saw a white something which look like an angel telling me to come I almost went but something came back to my sense telling me not to go cause if I think is a state of u awareness and I won't come back to life I didn't know what got into me but I remember series of things I still haven't tried in my life it got me motivated those things push me to open my eyes and by the time I did it was six days in hospital I learned I enter a state of coma they thought i wouldn't be able to make it back but I did and am so happy it was then I noticed it only a little string from heaven and hell imagining being one reflection seeing ur self slowly fading away in black pool or wandering aimlessly in a black surrounding no sign of light to give u hope where u are, on the other hand death is a scaring thing I say!!

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