Purpose = Not To Survive But Build LOH #285
Right now in your life, what feels like your main reason for living?
How would you describe your purpose at this moment, and what keeps you moving forward each day?
Being an adult in this day and age, especially in the country where I'm from, Every day feels like it tries to shift my purpose, one day I feel strong the next day I doubt myself. But one thing is sure, i want to take care of my family.
Right now, my main reason for living is my family. The one I have today and the one I hope to build tomorrow.
My purpose this moment is simply just to provide for myself and stand for my siblings whenever I am needed. And also to find a better partner for myself.
When any of my siblings decides to call me from school and says, they need money for handout, school fees or house rents, i want to be able to say yes and send the money without fear.
So right now, i don't have plenty, but the little I have, I will use that little to make sure they don't suffer like what people think we would after our parents passed.
Each passing day, what really moves me is..
I want to prove something to myself
Yes I said it. I see people with nothing, without helper or connection whatsoever, and they still make it without soiling their hands, they grow from ground zero and makes it to the top. If they can do it with nothing, me that have little should do more.
Every single day I try as much as possible to push myself, i tell myself i have more than enough to take that step.
Secondly, I don't want to disappoint my late parents, they are not here to pressure me but they work so hard for the family and now they are no more, I Want to be more than what they were while alive, and this is because I don't want their sacrifices to go to waste and still repeat that circle of poverty.
Thirdly, I want to be a partner and not a burden in my family, love really does turns to stress when one person carries all the money problems in a family, I don't want that future. So I am building now with purpose now that am single so that I would not wait for someone to save me tomorrow.
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