DANCE YOUR SORROWS AWAY MY DEAR. LOH #235

The first and only heart break I had was so bad that I almost fell sick, I cried for days but nobody in my family knew about it and nobody has asked me about it, basically everybody in my house knew him, including my Dad . We started dating in 2021/ 2022 or should I say I was dating myself in his name, that aside, we were all lovey dovey until he asked me if he asks me to come to his parents house for introduction if I would agree to follow him and I replied him saying NO I said no with reasons being that I don't want to get married as I am in school and then become a liability to one man somewhere,but he was not patient enough. He said he needs to get married at a certain age and that if he doesn't get married at that age he would not be happy with himself because that was his mother's dying wish and he promised her that he would fulfill her wish.

Yeah, he did get married at that age but to a different guy, in fact he got married to my friend and he sent me invites and all. When he told me he was getting married I thought it was a prank, buy my guy was dead serious, I was heartbroken for days I could not eat, but the funny thing is nobody around me knew about it because I used music and again bicycle riding to cover up my grief, when asked why I was crying I covered it up by saying dirt got into my eyes or it was because of the bike I was riding. So basically all I do when I'm emotional down, I just look for something to keep myself busy always until it's time to sleep. It could be cycling, singing, going to work, or dancing, dancing especially help me a lot, but it was majorly listening to song and dancing my heart out.
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