Away from stress and worries -LOH 290

I have been reading many entry on "my safe place for relaxation" of the prompt entry for ladiesofhive. When I read ,many people talk about home being their safe place ,let's look at it well, home should be someone's safe place,I think since you stay with people who understand you well,who already know you are,such People should be one's safe place but it wasn't such way for me and not that they are bad people to me, it's just the love and bondness we grow with and still having between us ,won't allow me have a place I can say relaxation place.

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Not even my room is exempted, knocking isn't even in the dictionary, then come in like they like, the only reason I can really rest in that home is when I'm really sick, oh, all the care, no disturbing will start,so I can't really say I have a relaxation place at home and that's not from a place of hate at all, it's all from a place of love.

Reason why I so much value going out, somewhere cool to clear my head like beach,bars on weekdays and in the afternoon when it's not crowdy park or mostly likely to be me alone or with a person I go with ,most time I go out is always based on work. The sense of freedom I feel really comfort me, makes me away from stress and worries for that time being and it does really improve my mood too, for that weak, I will be in my happy moods all through.

The peace of mind and comfort is what relaxation really means to me .

I'm dropping this by 2am in the midnight when everyone is asleep, time I can really think for myself,not disturb,lol.