Am living to build myself and loved ones.

2 hours ago

Everyone have their different reasons for living or being in existence. Grateful for life, heart desires being granted, answered prayers and hoping for eternality with my creator, also being able to be alive to build and nurture myself is enough reason to keep living. Then here comes the question what is my main reason for choosing to live.

Right now my main reason for chosen to continue to live, despite the ups and downs is myself, my family and my loved ones. I think i have not done enough for myself and people that are so dear to me. There's alot to be accomplish, there's unfinished purpose, dreams and unfinished buildings to build in my life and people that needs to be completed.

As for now my purpose is not for a rigid manifesto rather it's more like a working thesis. I sincerely want to create value, make an impact, give a helping hand to the needy, i want to do something that will reduce burden and creates a memory that will live for forever.

I have alot of responsibilties to handle which is one of the reasons am still living. I have not really build myself to my standard, my family, people and the world at large needs to be built. There are skills and money bag to grab inorder to handle bigger challenges with ease when they occur tomorrow, so each day of my laziness or hardwork jeopardize them. Anytime I try giving up and I remember that alot will pause when I give up, am encouraged to keep moving and that alone motivates me to live.

Out of curiosity I also want to live, trying to know what the future has for me. Am sure there's much i need to know, knowledge to acquire. I think there are things I taught i can't handle but not knowing i can handle them perfectly. Each time I lay my head to rest and am Jack up by what if the little effort will give me that long awaited jackpot or connection. So i really want to seek rather than wonder about.

My dear friends at this stage of my life right now, am just living to be consistent, healthy and strong for myself to give help to the strangers and loved ones. I want my future self to be proud of me that I didn't give up at the darkest time. So today that's enough reason for existing.

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