Not withstanding the Judas amongst us// Hive Naija weekly prompt wk101

Hello everyone, welcoming you all to yet another blessed week which has graced us with two attractive contest topic, before I go further I would like to send down my pleasantries to all these beautiful souls in this platform and I am wishing you all a happy new month plus a new week, I would be participating on the contest topic: "if you would change one thing about your personality, what would it be?"

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Some times I talk alot and tend to look around for any body that is already getting bored of what I am saying or any one that is already irritated by what am saying, I am a type of person that gets to talk alot when I am used to a person, I become free around such person which makes me talk alot even when am talked to or not even talked to, some people say it is a good thing been your self around people you trust while some say it is a little bit been extra.

I actually like every one been free around me that is why I tend to be free and be my self, some one who I knew facial once told me in a deep heated conversation after we got closer that at first I appeared to be a person that has pride and hardly talk to people and getting to know me was totally a different view because to that person this me is friendly more than the exterior, in defence I said a lot of people tend to see your teeth always and never take you serious or even see you in a manner you did not picture your self.

I would change my easy going self, that part of me that always talk too much, that always trust every one around easily, that part that see every one as old mean while some do not even like you and are building up hatred for you inside, I would want to change that part of me to some that hardly shows her vulnerability to just any one, I would want to change it from the easy going person to a complex or even strict person but not just that friendly Grace any more.

Because of my over trusting self I got close to a group of friends in school back in those days and I was totally free around them that I would mostly help them do their assignment after I am done with me, we would read together, walk home together even eat together and all those stuffs so one day we had a little misunderstanding as always because definitely friends do not bond that much with out all these fight here and there, that misunderstanding lead to one of my friends by name peace saying that Sarah told her that among the four of us walking together people thinks am the brilliant one among them that even though I would be struggling to pass them our results would all be the same (that is among the first bests) and I was pained to hear such thing from a friend I held with much esteem.

Those type of instances is why I would want to change that friendly, cordially, easy going, easy trusting, always vulnerable part of me so that I would not Keep too much haters around me thinking they are my friends but still upon that I try to keep it on the surface not deep always keeping making the exterior me hard and not easy going so that it scares bad luck away, although there are many other personality that I would love to change and at the same thing add but it was these particular personality that kept on pressing me to write.

Been that friendly is not bad at all is just some certain kind of people that tend to take one for guaranteed that is why there are some regrets here and there. I would love to say treat other people the way you want others to treat you and the world would be a better place for us all not withstanding the Judas amongst us every one deserves a fair treatment.

Thank you very plenty for giving me the pushing will to write more with your comments, vote and following. Do have a lovely month and a blissful week ahead, I love you all 😍😘.