One of these days I was doing some analysis with my friend in school and because of how life was at the time we honestly started thinking wild, we started calculating how life has treated others previously infact I even shared with her a story of some one who struggled to finish her NCE program and after all the celebration and send forth she collected her result and on her way out of the school gate she had an accident and she died at the spot, we even analysed the situation where after all your stress to finish the university and come out with a good result you would end up in the street hustling with those who didn't even go through the four walls of the university in a job that isn't decent.
Going further with our examples we also analysed and talked about all the efforts that a student would put during exams and ends up with a missing script or even carry over, so after much analysis we gave up on trying by our strength we just thought that by human strength or perhaps by our strength alone we just can't make it and at that spot we just had to surrender it all to our Father, if we kept calculating and analysis our life's how it should go, what it should turn out to be in the nearest future we will get frustrated just like how Nigeria now changes our dreams, you would read hard to score good in jamb so you can study medicine but when you apply you would end up getting admission in Zoology, how ironic life gets at that point and in spilt second your life just changes before your eyes.
So just last week I finished writing exams and I was meant to come home after sorting out one or two things, so fast forward to early this week I didn't have transport fare to come home and I was budgeting to buy some foodstuffs that is a little cheap here and take it home as well, so I was calculating both transport fare and money to get foodstuffs, when I was just lost in thought I just heard a voice within me to do an estimate of how I need and immediately I just say #20,000 would be enough for this mission, looking at my income in Hive it was so low that I couldn't take anything from it and I am a kind of student that don't call home for money I choose to go to school so I try to hustle to fend for myself, so practically the bills was on me and I kept thinking infact I prayed one day passionately and I was telling God I had no one else to turn to, I knew I would get stuck in Pankshin for some while before going home because of finance but just on Tuesday morning I woke up to an alert of that exact amount I needed and it's another long story to tell of how comes about the money but that scene made me think different.
It's not how far you have gone or what you think you are holding on to but it is of Him that shows mercy, what the future holds might even be far better beyond what you are imagining so just relax and take one step at a time and everything would just be fine.
Thank you very much for reading through lovelies 😘.
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Well written
I pray things are easier for you✨
Amen 🙏🙏
That's our heart cry, thank you for reading through