A Decade Backwards; Roller Coaster Of Memories and Decisions

Hello Hive Naija community, I trust we are all having a great week? And this my response to the second question which say *”If I woke up 10 years younger back in the body and life I had a decade ago, how will I react!

First of all my reactions will be crazy, I would definitely scream my voice out and be scared because I will have so many questions running through my mind, like how did i get here, how did this happen, what caused the great change, how would my family and friends look at me, wouldn’t they wonder if am some spiritual being??, to be honest a lot question would run through my mind, I might even get depressed and hide myself from the world in the first start because I can’t even start explaining to people how I got here, I hate to go through anything that looks like stress so how do I start explaining.

Maybe after a few days or even weeks, I might start getting use to fact, I’m 10years younger which means I wouldn’t be able to do somethings that I already have planned out in my bed, I wouldn’t be able to go some places or even wear the clothes I have now, because they will look like that I was being dashed, Lol..Gosh I wouldn’t be able to wear my wigs and go see my man anymore, this would definitely be alot for me.

But on a second thought it would be a very big opportunity to relive my life again without so many regrets and mistakes, at least I have got the memories with me, so I would definitely know where to channel my energy to, choose the people that are worth stressing over, I get to choose what I want and need and how I want them to be, I get to focus on the good things of life, put more energy in my books, add more value to myself and be more kind to people.

Living my life a decade backwards wouldn’t be that easy, but atleast i get to reshapen my future in such a way that I would get to know the things to do and the ones not to do, I get to change the future by trying to convince him on the wrong decisions he made because those decisions didn’t lead to anything good instead those decisions led him to his early grave and I wouldn’t have also opposed him at some point instead I would have told him “I loved him” more often.

I would have chased missed opportunities in the likes of schooling outside Nigeria, I would have put more effort in my spiritual life back then and just maybe I would have gotten a hint that my life almost wanted to end in a very painful way if not that I was loved by my creator, my life back then was quite easy and sweet, I didn’t really have to think about too much atleast then I had both parents to think and provide for me, It would be a roller coaster of memories, decisions and emotions but somehow I know the ride is going to worth it.

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