I Am #AliveAndThriving Today! || #IAmAliveChallenge || Daily Off-Grid Jungle Journal Entry: Day #655 - Awakening Is Necessary, But It's Not Easy - GaiaYoga Gardens, Lower Puna, Far East Big Island, Hawai'i - Monday, May 13, 2024

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I live naked and barefooted, very close to Earth and Nature, in an 18-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i, and I have for more than 5 years now. Although there are many challenges, I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙

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Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

Awakening is not easy, but it is absolutely necessary, individually and collectively. It is the collapsing and tearing away of the illusions which have held out attention, and that we were sure were real. The more that we hold on to the illusions as they disintegrate all around us, the more painful and difficult the process is. While I have gone through many waves of awakenings in my own life, which have each forever changed me, The Great Awakening that is ever-more rapidly spreading through the consciousness of humanity, has also knocked me upside the head in ways I would never have imagined. There is no going back to the comfortable lies, or the life and world that I thought I knew pretty well.

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The deeper we move into and through this process of greater awareness and understanding, the lonelier it often feels, because it is no longer possible to accept or engage with people in the framework of 'how things are' or 'how the world works', that was once so easy to do, because we were once like them, unable to see through the cunningly-crafted narratives of the echo-chamber prison in which we found ourselves. Once we are able to see the bars of the satanic slave system, there is no going back, we can't unsee or unknow what is now so glaringly obvious.

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Imagine, if you will, huge chunks of our worldview being shattered before our eyes, and coming to the horrific realization that most of what we thought was real, was in actuality, based on lies and intentionally and heavily-distorted truths. What if we gave years or decades of our lives, energy, work, and life energy to our own enslavement, without even knowing it? This is hitting more and more people every day, like a a ton of bricks in the head, and in the heart. How could we have not seen it before?

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Life and the world are breathtakingly beautiful, it's the slave system that is ugly, and it convinced most of us to see that ugliness everywhere, in each other, and in ourselves. Awakening doesn't only mean becoming aware of the lies and deception that were the basis of what is often called 'society', it also means coming to a place of finally being able to authentically see ourselves, our radiance, brilliance, magic, power, freedom, and the Great Love that is our core. When we come to that place, we are free, and can no longer be manipulated, coerced, or enslaved. Period. That's what's happening on earth now. The greatest collective awakening in human history (history is a whole can of worms in itself), and nothing will remain the same. I say Thank God to that! Yes, the process will likely hurt. Breathe into the pain, and keep going. We got this.

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Yesterday, Monday, I left the Flow House just before 1:30PM, after finishing up on Hive, focusing first on straining out and blending kefir (kefir-honey-cinnamon-cacao). I took a few rounds of photos for these posts in the morning, and later in the afternoon, when the sun came out to play for a while. I even got a little time to sunbathe on the trampoline in the Peanut Lawn, which was lovely, especially after so much cloudy, gray, and rainy weather. Around 2:30PM I helped Ano for a while to construct a jig, as an initial step to putting up a new cow fence. After finishing that, I cleaned in the Landing for a while, and helped Ano install a small hot-water heater there. We finished around 6:30PM, and even though there was a community Logistics meeting, I did not attend, as I simply didn't have bandwidth for it. I also had to get to my evening round of Hive tasks, and catching up on my notifications, so after collecting my leftover jar of superfood fire coffee from the Landing fridge, and heading back to the Flow House, that's what I did. I got everything on Hive done just after 11:30PM, and after scanning my Bastyon and X feeds for a bit, I went to sleep around 12:45AM, definitely later than I had intended. I woke up around 6AM, feeling like I needed more sleep, doing a round of token management, beginning on this post, then getting out of bed to take more photos for these posts in the morning sun, and to make my superfood fire coffee.

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It's now just after 1:45PM, so a very good time indeed to end this post, so that I can get to a few important Hive tasks, before leaving the Flow House later in the afternoon, to first strain out and blend kefir, maybe take a few more photos, then land work. I deeply appreciate y'all so very much! Until tomorrow! Forward, onward, and upward, joyfully together! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

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2024 Life Goals

1.) Heal my broken heart, reignite my heart sun, and embody a solid, healthy masculine, allowing my electric fire to shine bright, no matter what others, especially women, say or do. 

2.) Bring myself and my life back into balance, integration, and wholeness. 

3.) Do regular (naked) integral practices again, alone or with others. 

4.) Dance regularly again.

5.) Work with natural entheogens (mushrooms, ganja, ayahuasca), with punctuated regularity, as a part of my healing process again. 

 6.) Get, and keep, regular deep, integral energy-body-tantric work healing sessions for women flowing again.

7.) Prepare regular batches of my medicinal teas collected from the land again. 

8.) Make my plant nursery beautiful again.

9.) Live as an integral part of a juicy heart-resonant soul tribe community, with deep, coherent mutual and shared passion, purpose, mission, love, warmth care, sweetness, reverence, respect, aliveness, admiration, excitement, enjoyment, playfulness, work, fun, laughter, attraction, and all-level connections and relationships. 

10.) Make love with the woman, or the women, that I love, every day, as a sacred devotional practice. 

11.) Begin learning relevant coding/programming languages to more fully contribute to the sovereignty-driven technologies where I am active, like Arch Linux, Hive, Qortal, DeSo, and Bastyon. 

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All photos were taken with my Motorola G Play 2024 Android Phone.

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Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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If you'd like to find me on other alternative platforms where I have accounts (I spend most of my time here on Hive), click on this signature image below to go to my LinkTree page.

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If you'd like to send me a BTC Lighting Tip (made possible by the fantastic work of brianoflondon on @v4vapp), just scan the QR image below. 👇

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Signature image created by @doze, and the dividers made by @thepeakstudio, with all tweaked to their present form by me.

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!ALIVE
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Awakening is certainly not easy my good friend

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You said it, brother! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

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👌👌👌🥰😂😂😂😂

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😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙
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😂😂😂 that's a funny gif T

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Hehe...I aim for good, funny GIFs! 😁🙏💚✨🤙

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That's very good T keep it up😂

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Absolutely, you know it, brother! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙
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Yes I do and I love the squirrel 😂😂😂😂😂

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Excellent, and yes, he's a cute little bugger! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙

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